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Now AndForever


.Monday, October 30, 2006@11:43 PM.

im back 4 updates...

before i start.. i juz want 2 say dat TREASURE THE PPL AROUND YOU, NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE.. FRENDS, GIRLFRENDS, BOYFRENDS, ETC.. TREAUSRE THEM.. AS U MAY NOT NOE WAT WILL HAPPEN NXT!!!!!!!!

heard fr my mom dat my uncle.. (u all sld noe).. feeling sad.. who doesnt.. although i dun really tok 2 him.. im sad.. but wat can we do.. we cant do anything.. coz its is cycle dat everybody has 2 go through when we grow old.. we're praying dat he going to be ok for nw.. hoping.. kk.. i'll stop here..

there's another thing.. but its not related to my uncle de.. its me.. i dun noe y.. its back.. de feeling its back.. i deleted my entry dat time as i wasnt sure if i were 2 blog it.. but i noe my frends had read it.. i dun noe wat sld i do.. feeling is a ting dat we cant describe.. coz i dun noe hw to describe it and say it.. juz to say THE FEELING IS BACK...

take care my frends!!!=)
praying the best 4 my uncle!!!





.Thursday, October 26, 2006@11:01 PM.

Juz here to wish my frend a very happy birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!!! although ur bday is tml.. wish u 1 day in advance.. all de best in ur future worz...

*to judi.. thankz 4 giving me back de emotion of hahaha.. thankz alot!!!*

take care my frends!!!!!!





.Sunday, October 22, 2006@12:29 AM.

Im back 4 updates.. haven been blogging 4 a few days le..so di will be a long entry... but before i start blogging bout wat happen dis few days.. theres smt i wan to say....

so here it goes............

well.. smt happen during 1 of de days.. i juz cant understand why did dis happen.. i juz dun understand.. i noe.. "we"(a grp of ppl) do nt noe each other for a long time.. but.. more than half a yr.. sld be kk ba.. nt a stranger towards each other le rite.. frends le rite.. i dun understand is dat.. u dun have to have such a big reaction upon learning dis.. upon seeing dis.. upon seeing de grp.. wat is dis.. seeing dem and dun wan to work wif dem.. wth lor.. is like wat lor.. wat if u go outside and work.. still de same rite.. kk.. enough of dis.. if i continue.. i will be mad.. futher details.. onli my frends will noe..

so i'll start blogging wat happen dis few days..

wednesday(18/10/2006)
went to sch as usual.. had maths tutorial in de morning.. went to meet judi,shelle and li to install de programmes in pur com.. so meet dem at 10am.. even though im having my tutorial.. but.. he nvr teach anything.. so.. wen to install.. upon learning dis.. almost all my class ppl went 2 install too.. very little was dere to attend de class.. having maths lecture at 11.. but.. wen we install finish.. itd bout 1130 le.. so we went back.. but after less den 5 mins.. we left again.. coz we had already miss almost half an hr of lesson.. so we stay dere olso no use.. so sign attendace le.. we left.. continue to install.. but i was pissed of wif my com.. coz i kept re-shutting.. so.. it turn out dat i onli install de 1st half.. cant install de 2nd half.. so decide 2 continue tml.. after dat.. 4 eecad lesson.. wen to install tings again.. after lesson.. went to install.. but cant.. so wen 2 tel de person-in -chagre.. dey say ask me 2 bring back tml.. so dat dey can help me re-format...

thursday(19/10/2006)
as usual.. went to sch.. hahah.. wen early to send my com 4 re-format.. hahha.. after dat.. wen 4 lesson.. lesson end at 5.. hahah.. wen 2 meet li 2 borrow her com 4 my compro lesson.. as it need com and my com is reparing.. hahah.. after de lesson.. wen to meet li 2 return her com.. after lesson.. went 2 collect my com.. and re install everything again.. even my scienfic notebook.. thankz 2 shelle,judi and li 4 accompanying me.. hahah.. thankz.. after dat.. wen 2 westmall wif judi and li.. stay dere till 7 plus ba.. hahaha

friday(20/10/2006)
nth much happen 2day.. went 2 sch as usual.. after lesson.. went to meet li and judi 2 buy books.. and judi lost her hp at co-op.. coz i tink she had lots if thing in her hand so she accidently left it dere.. but lucky she found it.. gold bless man.. after all dat happen.. we went to bbdc.. so we took a bus 2 bb.. after dat.. took 985 to bbdc.. but we fall asleep.. and mis de stop.. so went 2 cck.. went to eat le.. den headed to bbdc wif judi 2 book a date.. and its in DECEMBER.. no choice.. dats de day and we can onli book on tues as we have lesson in de noon.. but 4 other days.. in de morning so cant.. hahah.. after dat.. headed 4 hme.. was tired.. very tired.. so slp ealry ytd.. 2 plus am in de morning.. hahahha..

kk.. i'll end here!!!
Take care my frends!!!!!!=)





.Tuesday, October 17, 2006@12:52 AM.

today.. nth much happen.. its a new sem, new modules and etc.. well.. might have some new classmates too.. but nt sure bout it yet.. so lesson start at 9am and end at 5pm today.. well.. as for de 9am lesson.. wen in bout 0915am.. juz nice.. nt early nt late.. hahaha.. wen in de class.. was feeling quite alert.. quite energtic.. BUT.. as de time passes by.. almost de whole class is fallen asleep.. except for some..

after dat.. is de 5hrs lesson straight.. tink dat it will be boring.. but it turn out to be ok.. well.. tml is de IS course.. im having S&W.. but i cant do it.. due to my recent operation.. so wen to ask de EE ppl.. and u noe wat dey say.. ask me to drop de module coz i hav quite a long mc of 2mths.. ans dey ask me to take it nxt yr.. WTH.. dey olso ask me tel de teacher-in-charge bout it.. and see wat dey can do.. hope dat i could help here and dere..

i really hope de S&W teacher will be nice.. coz i dun really wan to repeat dis course.. i dun noe y.. I JUZ DUN WAN IT TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!! im praying 4 it nw.. praying dat i wont repeat de course.. PRAYING HARD!!!

anyway.. after sch.. wen to clementi for a while.. after dat headed 4 hme.. and i could say dat.. im crazy over goong.. its a nice show.. u all sld watch.. its showing nw on channel u.. hahha.. i help dem da guang gao.. hahha... i'll stop here..

Take care my frends!!!!





.Sunday, October 15, 2006@11:57 PM.

A FEW MORE HOURS BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS TML...

sian.. i can say dat.. coz my timetable is like.. i dun noe wat 2 say.. sian.. im thinking hw am i going to wake up tml and stuffs.. almost everyday 9am to 5pm.. but no choice mahz..

nth happen much today.. actually wanted to go johor today de.. but my dad's leg is swollen.. so nvr went in.. so went up instead.. hahaha.. saw sis de baby.. so cute.. hahha.. her baby sick.. take care worz... after dat went 4 lunch wif my parents at kovan before heading 4 hme... after dat.. stay at hme and rot..

take care my frends!!!





.Friday, October 13, 2006@10:41 PM.

haven been blooging 4 days le.. coz.. nth have been happening recently.. and juz im lazy.. coz dun noe wat to say.. so here its goes..

sch is reopening soon le.. on mon.. im thinking.. hw am i going to wake up early in de morning.. as i've benn waking up at 11+ or 12+ for de past mth.. hahah.. hw am i going 2 slp early.. but.. im used 2 nt slping early le.. so dat cant be change ba.. slp at 2am.. or even later... hahah.. where i haveta wake up at 7+am de nxt morning.. hahaha.. siao rite.. always kana scolding by my frends and family 4 slping sOoO late.. and have to wake up early in de morning.. hahahaha..

its real fast.. de holidays are going to be over soon.. and i mean REAL SOON... second sem is starting le.. must jia you durning de second sem.. hahaha.. so.. must enjoy dis few days b4 sch reopen.. correct.. hahahha..

take care my frends!!!!!!





.Saturday, October 07, 2006@10:18 PM.

im back 4 updates.. very long nvr update le.. coz dis few days very buzy ar... so dis might be a long 1..

Thursdays(05/10/2006)
morning.. wen to help sis look after her baby.. coz they are buzy wif stuffs as de mooncake festival is cuming soon le.. reach bout 12 plus.. wen to buy golden glitter 4 eye shadow de.. before gg dere.. wen i reach dere.. wen to look after her baby.. coz she need 2 do smt le.. her baby sOoO cute ar.. hahaha.. but poor him.. wan to slp but cant.. as it is nosiy.. so slp a while le.. den wake up and den slp again.. on and off like dat.. poor di di..

around evening time.. sis eldest sons came back fr sch.. mei mei was dere 2.. OMG.. 3 kids.. and i havta look after.. tough job.. but its fun.. hahah.. but dey are all very guai ar.. listen to wat i say.. hahaha.. bout late afternoon.. judi call me.. but tok a while den hang up le.. coz buzy wif stuffs.. so cant hear de phone ring.. plus no time to pick up.. sorry ar.. tink she noe ar.. coz i told her le.. hahaha.. left dere bout 12 am.. hahaha.. tired.. coz did lots of stuffs.. running here and dere.. dats end of day 1.. tired..

Friday(06/10/2006)
today is mooncake festival..
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL TO EVERYONE!!!!!!
as usual.. wen to help sis look after her baby.. but wen to pick mei mei 1st in de morning.. den wen up wif her.. took a cab dere.. hahah.. reach dere bout 1pm plus.. dey were all busy.. so.. wen to look after sis de baby.. he's slping.. so nvr wen in.. so wen outside to sit.. haha.. relax 4 a while 1st.. bout 5 plus.. dey were getting busy.. as ppl are cuming soon 4 dinner.. i wen downstaris to have a look of wat dey are cooking.. coz i cant eat.. as i juz had my operation.. so cant eat de stuffs dere.. so juz take a look.. and i'll be happy.... hahaha.. but one thing is dat.. i will nt be tempted.. haha.. really.. nt bluffing.. hahaha..

bout 7 plus.. de dinner starts.. and its my turn to look after de kids.. as sis and de rest are buzy le.. BUZY.. REAL BUZY... hahaha... bout 10 plus.. de dinner ended.. but not 4 us.. as we still have things to do.. wen everything is done.. its bout 12 plus le.. so we wen to de kitchen to eat.. hahah.. wat a late dinner... hahaha... left dere bout 1am plus.. tired.. real tired.. (actually have more thing dat happen de.. but it difficult to say here ar..) haha.. but juz wanna say.. its fun 2 look after sis baby.. but we are all tired le.. ene of day 2...

Saturday(07/10/2006)
today.. wen to have my stiches taken out.. but before dat.. wen to c another doc.. coz my dis doc refer me to her.. as he wants to find out wat causes de thing.. we dere to hear my lab test report.. everything is normal.. so dey dun noe wat is gg on.. at 1st.. dey tot was coz of high calcium dat causes it.. but.. wen de lab test is out.. everything is fine.. do she refer me to do a bone scan.. 4 dis test.. dey took 3 bottles of blood 4 test.. alot hor..

after seeing her.. i wen to have my stiches taken out.. if u ask me is it painful.. YES.. ITS PAINFUL... i squezze my mom hands till it become red.. hahaha.. coz its pain.. de doc say its not necessary to do a bone scan.. as everything is normal.. wen back hme to take a nap.. coz im tired.. as i slp 4 few hrs de past few days.. so trying to make up 2 my beauty slp.. hahah.. i'll end here..

take care my frends!!!! u're being miss by me!!!=)





.Sunday, October 01, 2006@11:43 PM.

I MISS MY FRENDS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I miss my frends.. its been a long time since i met dem le.. coz of my hand operation.. sad sad=(... hope to meet up soon.. i'll be missing u all...

(name a few frends here)..sis, wen, sue, jy, celine, judi, shelle, aili, netz, my ah nia's family and all my frends..(pri sec de.. sec sch de.. poly de.. and others..)u noe who u are... I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!

take care my frends!!!!!!







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



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