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Now AndForever


.Friday, March 30, 2007@11:17 PM.

adults have gone for a holiday.. leaving the kids at hme...

=(

my parents are on the plane now and they are heading to korea.. and i mean KOREA.. a place that i wanna go.. but.. one day i'll have the chance to go..

my parents went with my dad's company.. think they hit their target ba.. actually i olso dun noe wat is it ar.. hope that they will enjoy their time there..

hope they will buy smt back for me ya..

ask them to but kimchi back.. coz i wanna eat.. and of coz.. other stuffs too.. but we'll see.. haha..

for the nxt few days.. i need to wake up early.. coz i need to wake my bro up for sch.. hope that i can wake up on time..

*praying now*

tml meeting rachel and wei zhen to do our project.. hope that he will like it lor.. really hope so..

dun really have much time left to do le.. so tml need to chiong.. coz really no time le.. hope to finish at least half or more than that..

hope that he will like it ar..

*thinking*

okie.. i'll end here..

take care my frends...
Vanessa MISSES their FRIENDS!!!=)

p.s. went to Ikea juz nw with jy to see smt.. saw this beautiful kitchen.. but i only took the cabints only.. will post the pics soon..=)





.Monday, March 26, 2007@11:14 PM.

::HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!!!::

see.. im such a good sis to wish my bro a happy birthday!! hahah..

went out for dinner just now to celebrate his birthday.. went to marina square de jack's place for dinner..

the food was not bad.. hahha.. it was nice.. but i did took any pics of it.. coz i had forgetton..

i'll wish someone happy birthday in advance.. coz i might be lazy to blog tml..

whose birthday is tml..

::HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN'S BROTHER!!!::

okie.. i'll stop here..

take care my frends!!!=)





.Friday, March 23, 2007@4:07 PM.

hello..
im back..
im blogging now.. as i may not be online at nite..

have happy and sad things to say..

i'll start with the happy things 1st..

as my frends would not.. im craving for tao huay and ah ball ling since last week.. and i dun really have the time to have it as 1. i was lazy to go and buy... 2.i was kinda of busy.. so today.. i cant tahan le.. went down to buy it.. and yes.. it was nice.. it has only 2 flavors.. sesame and peanuts..

heres the pictures..
before i started eating=)

after i had eaten half.. and the ah ball ling is short of 1.. coz i had eaten it..

and now..

THE SAD PART...

saw my timetable.. as it was out le.. AND YES.. IM HAPPY COZ IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS THE LAST SEM..

BUT..

THE DIFFERENCES IS THAT IM IN THE DIFFERENT CLASS WITH MY GALS AND THEIR CLASS..

AND IM GOING TO MISS THEM...

LECTURES WILL NOT BE THE SAME LE.. SAD SAD=(

IM REALLY GOING TO MISS THEM..

JUDI,SHELLE AND THEIR CLASS.. IM GOING TO MISS YOU ALL..

as we had different sub plan.. we had different moduel... but will meet up during our break time ya...

okie.. i'll stop here..

p.s. someone is going on a holiday le worz.. enjoy yourself ar.. and remember to buy back some stuffs for us ar.. okie lah.. im just joking.. if u dont buy back.. we will nt blame u de..

p.s. judi and aili.. meet up soon to buy shelle de present worz.. when she come back for holidays!!!

vanessa loves all her frends!!!=)






.Tuesday, March 20, 2007@11:23 PM.

problems + boredom = ???
ans is.. i dun noe..

problems:
ppl around me is having soOo many problems..
juz follow ur heart.. and you would be able to solve it??
or u guys can tel me about it..
i'll be ur listening ear.. i'll promise..
have faith in whatever u do.. be it in solving ur problems, schoolwork, relationships, etc..
be confident ya..

boredom:
yes.. im soOo bored..
bored till i dun noe wat to write le..

A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS.. ITS RANING HERE AT MY HSE.. ITS A GOOD NIGHT TO SLEEP.. AND I LOVE IT WHEN IT RAINS...=)

till then..
take care my frends!!=)





.Sunday, March 18, 2007@11:35 PM.

im back..

today is a happy day.. why?? read on to find out more...

met jy in the morning to have breakfast.. meet her at clementi and went to macdonals to have breakfast.. after breakfast.. went for a walk.. coz its still early..


at bout 1125am.. left clementi to meet rachel.. where jy went to her grandma's hse.. met rachel at jurong east interchange.. took a bus down with her to mdc to wait for daren.. coz today got the ren ci charity show.. so went there to wait.. actually not going there in the 1st place de.. but due to some reason.. we went there.. actually today we meet up is to do project de.. but went to mdc instead.. hahah..


while on the bus.. wei zhen msg rachel saying that she will be late.. hahha.. reach mdc at 1230pm.. so punctual hor.. coz thats our meeting time.. so we sat down to discuss the project.. after a while into the discussion.. we saw someone.. YES.. WE DIDNT EXPECTED THEM TO BE THERE SOOOO EARLY..


its 五月天.. yes.. its them.. no kidding..


when i saw them.. i said to rachel.. its 五月天.. its 五月天.. coz she was writing smt for the project and upon hearing it.. she quickly stop writing and look.. hahah.. saw ma sha and yan ming.. wave to them and ma sha wave back to us.. hahah..


after seeing them.. we decided to play the taxi game we always played.. but THE STAKE IS HIGHER THIS TIME!!


after that.. continue to wait.. wei zhen came at about 1pm.. and rachel asked her..
rachel: Do you like 五月天??
wei zhen: okie lah..
rachel: we just saw 五月天 passed by..

after saying all that.. 五月天 came out again.. this time i saw shi tou and guai shou.. BUT.. WHERE'S AH XING.. NVR SEE HIM LOR..


continue to wait.. saw wei qi from mi lu bing.. took pics with him.. hes sooO gd lah.. despite rushing for time.. he still took pictures with us.. thankz alot worz.. pictures will be uploaded later..


after taking pics with him.. we continue to wait.. saw many other artises too.. like michelle chia, gurmit, lee teng, luo yi and etc.. (cant remember the order they came)..


and while waiting for DAREN to come.. we played our usual game.. actually its nt a game lah.. i juz dun noe how to say it.. coz both me and wei zhen will have this feeling when daren is coming.. and the feeling is very strong.. so from there we'll noe.. its complited right.. its hard to explain ar.. hahha..


so rachel started saying this..(coz between the 3 of us.. only wei zhen and i have this feeling.. so she sort of rely on us..) ai ya.. its difficult to explain ar.. hahah..
rachel: Daren, if u coming.. u give vanessa a chua sia feeling..
me:(expression:huh)
not long after this..
me: i have the chua sia feeling le.. and my heart is beating very fast..
rachel: wei zhen.. wat about u???
wei zhen: yupyup.. i had the feeling too..


but after a while its like sort of gone le.. was standing up the whole time when they said it.. coz i had been sitting down for a long time le.. so decided to sit down to wait.. sat down less than 1 min.. saw him..


YES HIM..


LONG AWAITED DAREN!! HE'S FINALLY HERE!!!=)


so we wave to him as he drive passed.. he waved back.. driving slowly at the same time.. he asked us(using hand signal).. wat are u all doing here?? i cant possibly ans him using hand signal.. so i walked up.. rachel and wei zhen followed.. and SURPRISLY.. YES!! TO OUR SURPRISE.. HE STOP HIS CAR AND TALKED TO US..=)
daren: what are u all doing here??
three of us: waiting for you..
daren: are you all going in to watched the show??
me: nope.. we dun have the tickets..
me: you have the tickets??
daren: nope.. dun have.. its difficult to take..
me: later got time to come out a while??
daren: nope.. coz i'll be reherseing..


actually daren wanted to say some more things de.. but rachel said wanted to take pics of him.. then he posed.. hahah.. then she took using her hp.. but rachel i very good de.. i nvr blame u..
rachel: (after taking the picture) its too dark..
daren: let me see..
rachel: showed him her phone..
daren: ok ar.. the pics..

in conclusion.. the pic is approved by daren.. hahah..


after talking to him.. he drove in.. then rachel ask me..
rachel: why nvr bring ur camera??
me: see him too high le.. then forget..


its normal mahz.. see him.. too high then forget le.. hahah.. but the pic u take is approved by him worz.. hahha..


a while later rah and jiemin came.. hahah.. sat down and chatted a while with them.. then we went off le.. went to bishan.. coz its the nearest.. and besides that.. rachel wanted to eat.. so went MOS burger and eat.. rachel eat nia.. me and wei zhen drink nia.. haha.. discuss our project at the same time.. hahah.. finally sort of done it le.. but theres still some part have discuss finish yet.. will discuss when we meet up.. hahha..


headed for hme soon after.. coz wanna watch ren ci.. coz daren, diya and 五月天 is performacing.. hahha.. reahed hme juz in time to watch.. hahha.. nice lor.. the item that daren and diya perform..


i had a fun day today even though the weather is very hot..


VANESSA LOVES DAREN!!!=)

VANESSA LOVES HER FRIENDS TOO..=)

heres the pic i took with wei qi..
take care my frends!!!=)





.Friday, March 16, 2007@11:02 PM.

im missing someone now..
but i dun noe who is it...
weather is it a boy-the-frends or a girl-the-frends..
i dun noe..
coz i dun noe who am i missing..
really..
i dun noe who am i thinking of now.. or who am i missing...

well.. today went back to school for a meeting for the EE FOC camp.. which is gg to be held soon.. and the date of the clashes with smt.. dun noe how to settle it.. im still thinking how to settle it.. haiz..

after the meeting.. went out with judi,aili and shelle.. its been a long time since we went out as 4.. bout 1 mth.. since we last saw each other and went out with each other.. went to toa payoh and bishan to walk walk.. sat down at mac-cafe and chat too.. had cappuccino again(took pics of it too,but i'll upload soon).. took pics too.. but i have to wait for shelle to upload the pictures before i can upload..

so i'll upload soon.. when i have the pics..

and yes.. im still missing someone..
but i dun noe who is it..
im still figuring out..

take care my frends!!!





.Wednesday, March 14, 2007@11:25 PM.

im back with results...



I PASSED.. I ODD TO BE HAPPY.. BUT IM NOT.. im not happy coz 1 of my moduel pull my GPA down.. sad.. yes i am.. but i cant blame anyone except myself right.. for not doing well..


but im the only 1 doing it until the last min.. if u guys are wondering wat moduel it is.. the moduel is IS(interdiscplineary studies)..


but all in all.. IM HAPPY IN MY RESULTS.. I'VE IMPROVE FROM LAST SEM.. SO IM HAPPY.. COZ I IMPROVE.. =)


alright.. enough of that..


as usual.. didnt sleep last night.. was scared of my results.. went to bed at 3am in the morning.. woke up once at 4am.. followed by 5am and it continues on till bout 0730am.. i gave up.. decided not to sleep.. and on the tv to watch while waiting for my results to be send tru sms..


at bout 0835am.. judi called me saying that the results is out on the net.. so went in to check.. after checking my results.. chat with her for a while before hanging up the phone..



left home to do smt.. after that met up with Jy at Great World City.. coz she going there to sign a contract for her work.. after signing the contract.. she say that she need to go for check up.. so went down to the clinic(which is on the same building).. but its close for lunch.. so we went to macdonals to wait..


bought a cup of cappuccino to drink while jy bought fries and ice lemon tea.. found a place to sit down and staring eating and drinking.. as these few days.. i was lacking of sleep.. i started taking pics of the food and drinks.. pics will be upload later.. took lots of them.. crazy.. yeah.. coz i lack of sleep the past few days..


p/s:when i was queueing up to buy drinks at macdonals.. i saw the ad.. where wenhai sing for macdonals de.. the mac-cafe.. hhaha.. it reminds me of the ad and the song.. hahah..

alright.. i'll stop here..


my bed is calling me.. im going to catch up on my beauty sleep...

take care my frends..

photos.. as i've promise..
the logo i took outside Great World..














the sauce and food that jy is eating...


different views on the cappuccino i bought..





.@12:04 AM.

im back..

blogging at such an early time at 12am plus...


and yes.. today is THE day...


THE day to see im dead or alive.. pass or fail..


today is THE day...


TODAY IS THE RELEASED OF MY RESLUTS!!!


im praying hard that i do well..


im praying for the best..


dont think im able to sleep.. haven been sleeping well the past few days.. why?? i dont noe.. mayb nervous about my results..


as for tonight.. as in 13th march(night).. i dont think im able to sleep..


its normal ar.. coz all my frends will noe that i would not be able to sleep de.. even if i lie on my bed and close my eyes.. no matter how late i sleep.. i'll be awake at about 7am plus in the morning.. its the same as last sem when i get my results.. i lie on my bed at 4am plus.. juz rest my eyes but didnt get any sleep.. im awake at 7am plus.. where they would only sms me results onli at about quauter to 9am.. tired.. yes i am.. but im unable to sleep..


so tonight will be the same too.. make no difference if i sleep or not..


watch a new variety show on channel 8 today.. and daren's on it.. its a game show.. testing ur skills in remembing things and etc.. other superstars were there too.. if im not wrong.. averil.maxi,jon,kenny and wenhai was there to watch the show.. haha..


i'll end here.. all the best for those who are getting their results tml..


i'll end with a pic i took with my frends!! (IM THE ONE IN GREEN SHIRT!!)

take care my frends!!

p/s:all the best to those who are taking their results tml!!!=)






.Sunday, March 11, 2007@12:37 AM.

as i've promise..
here's the pictures of 唐禹哲&飞轮海..
as for ENERGY & 罗志祥.. im still finding their pictures.. will upload asap after i've done it...
here's the pictures..
enjoy...

飞轮海..

and i like him too.. who?? guess ba.. but i've mention earlier in my blog..

its 唐禹哲.. (guess correctly??)唐禹哲..

3 more days to the released of my results.. yes 3MORE DAYS..

it will releases on the 14th of march 2007...

nervous.. of coz.. i really hope i'll do well for my exams..

im praying hard..

take care my frends!!!

im counting down the days when my results is released..

im counting down to babe's bday celebration..

im counting down to meet up with li, judi and shelle..(still thinking of a date).. but meet up real soon..

once again..

take care my frends!!!






.Friday, March 09, 2007@12:24 AM.

i did this...

nice??

im soOo into him.. think you all can figure it out le.. coz alomst all my past entry its about him..

and my other idols...

so i know that you guys know that im soOoO into him..

besides him.. still have others ar..

i will do 1 on ENERGY, 飞轮海& 罗志祥..

will let you guys see it when im done..

i'll post here to let you all see ya..

FINALLY.. im meeting wen le.. its been a long time since i met up with her..

coz she's busy working like everyday and sunday is her only rest day.. and she feels tired and dun wanna go out..

i can understand.. coz i had been in her shoes when im working.. feeling tired and sleepy..

and i finally get to meet up with her.. yeah.. feeling happy.. of coz im happy..=)

exams results will be out on the 14th of march.. hope that i get good grades and a good GPA..

really hope so..

will see on the 14th of march ya..

praying for the best...

till then..

take care my frends!!

counting down to my examz results..






.Tuesday, March 06, 2007@11:32 PM.

AND YES!!

I DELETED THE LAST POST AGAIN(POSTED TODAY)

dun ask me why.. hahha..

DECIDEC NOT TO SAY WHAT HAPPEN TODAY..

the more i say.. the more wrong things i would say..

as the chinese saying says: shou yue duo, cuo yue duo...

so decided not to say anything..

i'll keep mum..

to you(u noe who u are): dun feel bad ar.. u noe what i mean...

take care my frends!!
am counting down the days to the released of my exams results!!!





.Monday, March 05, 2007@11:04 PM.

as i have nothing to do..
im back blogging once again..
what will i blog about 2day..

hmm.. let me think..

as im thinking.. decided to blog this pic..

yes.. its 飞轮海.. im soOo into them now lah..
oh ya.. i know what i wanna blog le..
one fine day.. my friends ask me this question..


friends: no more daren tan ar.. now become wu zhun ar..
me: hahha.. (as what would i normally wld say)
friends: what bout Energy, Xiao Zhu and they rest???
me:(as usual) hahha...


and i thought about it..

and yes.. for the past few years.. there were alot of bands, make singers and female singers who barge in to the entertainment industry.. (just to name a few) eg:Energy, 罗志祥, 飞轮海, Tank, 张韶涵, 吴克群, 曹格, S.H.E, 五月天 & more.. its impossible to name them all.. coz every year.. there's bound to have new artise who enter the entertainment industry...

so in the early years.. i had this idol..(my frends would know who).. YES!! ITS ENERGY!!! as the years progress.. i have more idols.. eg: 罗志祥, 飞轮海 and more.. (just to name some of them)..

i actually do ask myself why do i have idols.. tough question huh.. but.. i still thought of it..

and the ans is.. i just like them.. no other answer.. hahha.. what an answer to answer this question right?? but i do admire their talent.. their dance moves, the way they host thier shows, the way they treated their fans, the songs that are in their albums.. there's more.. but im too lazy to type down.. hahha..


ppl do ask me.. do i still like ENERGY???


my reply to them will be YES!!! i like them since 2002.. so it will be hard to let them off ya.. just like in a relationship.. be it friendship of boy-girl relationship...

so ya.. i still like ENERGY.. even though i like other artises too..
EG:飞轮海, 罗志祥 and more..

so.. in conclusion.. i have lots of idols.. but i dun noe if for some of the idols.. will it last.. will find out.. hahha..

but just to say.. im soOoO into them lah..

lastly i sign off with pictures of them..

MY IDOLS..(but not all of them ar..)

take care my frends..
ENERGY!!!
飞轮海!!!
罗志祥!!!





.Sunday, March 04, 2007@10:23 PM.

hi everyone...


im back..

juz wanna ask you guys a question..


have u seen anyone who buy just the 3rd part of a idol series(花样少年少女) juz to watch the ending of the show???


there is..


and THE PERSON IS ME.. YES!!! ITS ME.. IM THE ONE WHO DID THAT..


AND I'VE WATCHED FINISH THE LAST ESPIODE LE.. HAHAH..


i have pics to show u all..
i bought it juz to see the ending.. coz i cant wait le.. actually wanna buy all 3 parts de.. but.. noy enough money.. so bought part 3 first.. but i will but the rest the.. part 1 and 2...


decided to buy part 3 first so i could see the ending.. and i can say that I HAVE WATCHED FINISHED LE.. I KNOW THE ENDING LE.. hahah..ITS A NICE ENDING!!!=)


to me.. the ending was what i expected.. rui xi told qun that she like him.. and qun told her too.. that part was nice ar.. coz they were actually saying in a boardcast room.. where they didnt know that thier conversation were boardcast.. and xui yi and gang had overheard it.. that part is funny lah.. if u all watched le.. u all will know why.. hahha..


but in the end.. rui xi still never told qun she's a gal.. even though qun knew it from the start.. but i feel that rui xi know that qun know that she's a gal..(from what i see from the show ar.. my feelings for it).. they still remain the relationship they had from the start.. but closer..


think i will not say more le.. if not i will tell u all the story.. then u all no need to watch le.. hahha.. u all watched the show ba.. then u all will know what i mean.. its a nice ending..


will buy part 1 and 2 soon.. coz i wanna watched again.. its a nice show..


花樣少年少女 IS A NICE SHOW!!! I LOVE THE SHOW..


I LOVE WU ZHUN!!!=) HAHAH..

take care my frends..





.Friday, March 02, 2007@10:47 PM.

Those who are fans of 花样少年少女.. MUST WATCH TODAY DE 娱乐百分百.. ON CHANNEL U AT 1230AM.. ITS A REPEAT.. its sOoO funny lor.. after watching it.. you will know why its sOoOO funny..


read angie's blog.. and from her blog.. i've learnt lots of things.. and i mean lots of things.. after reading her blog.. i started thinking.. and i thought of lots and lots of stuffs. be it good or bad. i've learnt from angie's blog that i should not stayed at the same spot, walking around and around the same circle. i should step out. its doesnt mean that now im like that.. i was once like that.. but that was way way back in my life... not now..


mayb i should just summries what i wanna say.. if not this would be a long entry.. i've been tru ups and downs with alot of people.. be it family members, relatvies, friends and etc.. and throughtout these things.. i've learnt alot.. and i mean alot.. i wanna thank them.. be it my family, friends and those who i know.. they haven bee there for my during my difficult times ans happiest moments in my life.. they were there.. ALL OF THEM.. AND YES.. ALL.. giving me encouragement and all.. thankz alot.. i really appreciate it lot.. THANKZ EVERYONE...=)


thankz angie for your entry. for making me think lots of stuffs just like you did..


my goal now is to do well in my exams and i hoping to play my guiter and piano soon.. its been a long time since i touched it.. its all covered in dust..


i would find time to touch them again.. yes.. i will plan my time so that i could start playing it again..


till then..


but before i sign off..

im soOoO into them lah.
YES!!! THEM 飞轮海!!!
ESPECIALLY HIM!! WHO IS IT??
ITS 吳尊!! YES HIM!!!=)


AND THEM TOO!!!=)
ENERGY!!!=)
小猪(罗志祥)!!!=)
DAREN TAN!!!=)
there's more..
take care my frends!!!=)







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



{TAGGIES}





{DAR-LiNks}

AiLI
CaI LiNg
CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
ChrIsToPeR
CeDrIk
HaN QuN
HuI FeN
HuI MiN
JaNnEt
JiAmEi
JiHa
JuDi
KaReN
KaY MiAnG
LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
SaFfIrE
SaMaNtHa
SaYuRi
ShAhUl
SuE
SuE
WoOn ChEnG
XiNyInG
XuAn WeN
YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
WeNhAi
WeNhAi's FaNs BlOg
{MUSIC}

Vanessas playlist


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