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Now AndForever


.Saturday, June 23, 2007@12:12 AM.

okie.. before i start blogging and all.. i wanna reply tags 1st ya.. coz had been busy wif work these fews days.. coming back late, feeling tired and all..

TAGS REPLIES...

Sue: yeah.. we finally meet le.. like dun noe hw many mths ya.. miss ya loads.. meet up real soon again..=)

Rah: im confused le.. haah.. dun noe whos who.. u take care ya.. see ya soon...

Chel:ur very welcome worz.. hahah..

Jiemin: haha.. yupyup.. sch reopening soon.. we both must study hard ar.. hahah.. u take care too ya..

Wenhai: thanks for the tag.. ur welcome for the liang cha 'thing'.. u take care ya.. see ya soon...=)

okie.. tags replied finish le.. so i can start blogging le.. so here it goes...


THANKS FOR ALL YA CONCERN.. IM FINE LE.. MY VOICE IS COMING BACK LE.. ITS BETTER THEN LAST TIME LE.. THANKS GUYS FOR ALL UR CONCERN WHEN IM SICK...
LOVE YA LOTS..=) I RECOVERED LE..=)



20062007
went to work as usual.. but dis time is special ar.. coz after finally for soOo long.. i finally get to work wif judi.. but as wat she had said.. dun noe is it a gd thing or bad thing.. coz we are de onli 2 dere on the services side.. i was attending 2 de customers while judi took de cashier.. after that.. wen to wash de trays while judi swpt and mop de floor.. after all that cleaning.. we headed for hme...

21062007
when dere in the morning.. coz daren is reporting.. reached there bout 10plus.. wasnt de 1st to reach.. after that.. jiemin and rah came.. waited till bout 11am plus.. he came.. passed him de liang cha, called rachel to let her tok to him.. then he went in le.. coz hes late.. and he passed me back the poster too.. soOo happy.. thanks daren...
waited till bout 2pm plus.. saw him came out.. when 2 take pics, asked him sign and all before he left..

daren and me!!!=)

after all that.. when jurong to meet judi.. coz we're gg 2 pa13 bbq.. hhaha.. haven seen dem since the exams period.. went there to meet her.. and thanks yao zhong for sending us there.. its fun sitting behind de pickup.. but our hair is damn messy ar.. coz its flying around.. and yao zhong was driving quite fast.. so if u guys see 2 gals sitting behind de pickup wif hair flying around.. thats probably us.. and smt happen too.. a very paisae thing.. so i rather nt eleborate.. coz its rather funny and paisae at the same time ar..
had fun there.. but was too busy doing dun noe wat ting.. i forgot to take pics wif them.. onli took pic wif judi.. forgetful me.. but we did take a grp pic.. hahha..
wanna thank yao zhong for sending me hme.. actually is at bukit gomba.. not really my hse dere ar.. but really thanks alot..
judi and me..=)
the 3 of us.. its been a long time since we took a grp pic le.. *happy*
the grp pic...=)

22062007
after finally for soOO long.. i finally met up wif my babes le..
went to meet jy 1st.. coz we're taking de same bus and when to international paza to meet up wif babe..
they went there for job interview.. so before the interview.. we went to have our breakfast cum lunch.. after that.. accompany babe for her interview..
after the interview.. we headed to city hall.. coz jy wanna go interview too.. so as it was lunch time and de interviewer may nt be in the office.. we headed to starbucks to have a drink and tok.. its great talking to them.. coz its been a long time since we last sat down to talk le.. and we talk about many many stuffs...
as it is nearing to 1pm.. we decided to leave.. as babe need to rush to other place for a second interiew and jy need to go for her interview.. we split our ways..
even though its a short meet up.. but i treasure the time that was there.. having to talk to them and all.. telling them things and all..
but as usual.. the forgetful me.. had forgetten to take pic..*sad*
went to ps after jy's interview.. as i have time to spare before going to work.. when to john little and bought a white colour shirt..(need for work de)..
headed for work after that..

babe&jy: meet up real soon ya.. today the meeting soOO short nia.. we still gt lots of stuffs to talk worz.. so meet up really soon.. miss ya.. and take care ya..



take care my frends...





.Tuesday, June 19, 2007@11:07 PM.

I'VE LOST MY VOICE=(
haven been feeling well lately.. and nw.. im having a flu.. sore throat and running nose.. had my sore throat since ytd.. but it had gotten worse.. woke up today and my voice sounds like a man.. but its okie nw.. dun noe hw am i gg 2 work tml.. need to tok de customers.. we'll see hw tml ba..

16062007
i noe im late.. but neverless.. HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY!!!!
went to watch Fantastic 4 with the whole family and my dad's frend family too.. its not a bad show.. worth watching.. after that.. went shopping, had dinner before headed for hme...

YTD(18062007)
went mdc in de morning.. coz daren gt report.. reach dere bout 0930am.. sat down less then 1 min.. he came.. passed him the food and liang cha.. den he went in le..
so we waited outside for jiemin and rahrah..
rachel said that we might ne waiting for quite sometime.. so she decided to go to shell to get smt..
but who noes..
daren came out at bout 10am..
called rachel to tel her.. and she ran all de way from shell..
took pics and ask him to sign...
daren and me...

after that.. went to recept to wait for jiemina and rahrah.. coz its such a hot day..
waited for campus superstar to report before heading to sunshine plaza wif rachel,xt and kailin.. as they wanted to print some posters... jiemin acc rahrah 2 wait for pornsak.. after that.. went for lunch.. was soOo damn hungry lah.. after all that.. went to bugis to buy wine for Fang lao shi.. coz its his bday..

meet rahrah and jiemin dere at bout 7pm.. went we reahced.. tommy asked us.. u all here to see superstar or here to zhu he.. and we said.. zhu he ar.. went in to.. (acutally i dun noe why did we went in ar.. i 4got le..).. den on the way out.. was begin called by Fang lao shi to take pics wif him.. and so we did..
us with Fang Lao Shi...

went out after dat.. coz inside too many ppl le.. while waiting.. we start taking pics.. tommy came out and said.. hw come nvr take wif me.. and so we did.. we took wif him..we zi lain hor.. but.. we like doing dat.. so rah rah said smt.. she said.. hope that daren will nt appear when we are taking pics ar..
our zi lian pics..
the 5 of us..

us wif tommy..(as requested by him..)

1 more pic wif him..
jiemin and me...
xt and me...
rahrah and me...
rachel and me...

and after taking dis pic... while others are still taking..
rahrah, rachel and me..

and as i was saying.. daren appear.. while we were taking pics.. and raharh was like-_-
so went to find him.. after he step out.. wenhai came.. so qiao ar.. so asked him.. u and wenhai say hao come together de ar.. he said ya..
so went to find wenhai to passed him de liang cha.. and ask him.. he okie le mahz.. he said okie le.. took pics wif him...
me and wenhai...

after that.. went to find daren.. took pics wif him too...

me and daren...

alot of ppl were dere too.. css1, pss1 and pss2 peeps were there too...
den theres dis performce show.. went in and saw yiyuan perform jing wu men.. daren was dancing wif de beat too... and we were dere laguhing.. coz we kajiao rahcel ar.. den he turn around and saw us laguhing.. den he passed nme a bottle of sparkling juice.. ask me to finish it.. den i was like.. huh?? sooO full lehz.. de bottle.. den rahcel was being sabo by rahrah 2 drink.. den wenhai said.. u ask her drink.. u wan her get diabities ar.. den daren said.. okie.. den u all share among urself..

after that.. alot of things happen.. and i dun wish to say it out..
took pics wif them too...
us wif de 'finish' bottle of sparkling juice...
us wif the bottle...
me and carrie.. its been a long time since i took pics wif her le...
me and diya...
me and maomao...

final pics of the day....
daren, me and wenhai.. love dis pics alot..=)

alot of things had happen recently.. im wondering if im a gd frend.. coz deres things which are unable to settle.. unable to solve.. am i tired.. yes i am.. but im still here wen u guys have any problems.. call me ya.. if u all have problems.. i'll try my best to help u guys out de.. u guys can tel me ya problems ya.. thinking of letting go.. but its tough.. i noe its tough.. but im still thinking bout it.. i dun wan to tink many liao.. dun wan tok many liao.. think u all noe wat i mean..(u guys noe who u are..)



take care my frends...=)





.Saturday, June 16, 2007@11:33 PM.

im back..

firstly.. wanna say..

::HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RAH!!!!!::
may all ya wishes come true..
hope u enjoy ya day...
all the best in everything u do..
and...
must STUDY HARD ar!!!!

okie.. this might be a long entry.. but i'll summries everything ya..

went to meet rachel at je after that headed down to east point mall coz daren having event there.. so shun bian celebrate her bday there..
wen to buy a cake for her.. after that.. went to plan our surprise.. after that.. ask rah to close her eyes and we bought her to the taxi stand to surprise her.. think that shes surprise ba..
after blowing out de candles.. we ask her to pluck out a candle which we purposely pushed in and ask her to take it out using her mouth..
while shes taking out de candle..
me jiemin and xt went to prepare de flour.. hahha.. after that.. we threw flour at her.. and we purposely threw it at her pants.. so that she will change to the skirt we bought for her as bday present..
after that went to clean up ourselves before gg to event.. hahha.. really had dun lah.. playing the flour and all.. hahha...

bout 4pm plus.. pornsak came.. so jiemin and i went to find him to do smt ar.. hahha.. (rah.. hope that u like it ya..) hahha.. after doing all that.. went back 2 our place and continue to wait for daren.. while waiting.. we had dis answering game ar.. bout 5 mins later.. daren came out.. he was interviewed.. then he started to sing his 1st song.. which is 淘汰郎.. after singing.. its time to play games..

so pornsak was asking who wans to play the game.. den he said bday gal ar.. (coz he noes its rah bday mahz).. hahha.. den rah was like shocked ar.. den said dun wan.. but pornsak said.. bday gal must play de.. den he said.. u can ask ya frend to go up.. den rah said my name lah.. i was like.. (omg lah).. den i kept saying dun wan.. but she keep saying.. so in the end.. i went up with her.. on the way up.. we sabo jiemin.. so we shouted her name.. and she was being called up too.. hahah.. while on the stage.. pornsak said.. we need 1 more.. so we said rachel.. and she too was being called up.. hahah.. really had fun on the stage ar.. playing games and all.. hahha.. being ask this and that.. hahha.. pornsak interviewed us ar.. den said things that is very funny lah.. like wan hug him.. wan marry him etc ar.. funny lor.. laugh till no imgae sia..

THANKS TO ALL WHO LEND US THEIR THINGS WHILE PLAYING THE GAME..
THANKS ALOT..

after the games session.. daren continue to sing.. the 2nd song he sing is 你记得吗.. but before he started singing.. he said.. this song they hear le will be very happy de.. smt like dat ar.. and we screamed ar.. coz he soOO long nvr sing dis song liao.. hahah.. although he sang wrong for some of de parts.. BUT.. he sang very nice ar.. for all the songs... after that.. the 3rd song is 我会好好过 .. after that was the auto session.. went up and let him sign de poster that was provided..

after all that.. we went off.. went to vivo city to have dinner.. went to check my schedual.. saw judi dere too.. coz shes working today.. didnt really tok to her.. coz she was soOO busy.. coz de queue is sOooO long lah....hahah.. see wen im working and wen im not.. hahha.. after that.. left for hme.. hahha..

thanks judi for helping me double confirm my schedual.. yeah.. we can see each other at work nxt wk le.. even though we are nt working at de same timing.. but.. we still can see each other.. thanks alot ya..

i had fun today.. hope u all had fun too.. its a fun day today worz..

before i leave.. heres some pics taken during the day..

the bday cake...

rah.. after being floured by us!!!=)

flour-ed rah and me...

wats rachel doing behind me??? hahha..
jiemin and me...

another pic..(coz the 1st pic.. thers someone behind.. hahahha)

xueting and me...

rachel and me...

lastly the final pic.. thanks for dis pic.. and thanks for everything..

Daren and me!!!!=)

p.s. thanks to c3 and xueting ar.. u all sld noe wat i mean.. if u all dun noe.. i giv u all a hint...
hint: dougnut!!!
take care my frends!!!!=)





.Tuesday, June 12, 2007@12:11 AM.

okie.. wen to work 2day at the donut outlet at vivo city.. actually dun feel like gg 2 work de.. coz dun noe any ppl dere mahz.. but no choice ar.. need $$$ so go work lor.. hahha..

actually.. its fine working dere ar.. everything is fine.. even de ppl dere is nice too.. hahha.. had fun working dere.. even though its de 1st day...

if you guys are free.. can go down and find me ar.. but i'll nt be there everyday ar.. coz we work in different shifts.. hahha.. really ar.. free must go down look look ar.. hahah..=)

morning acc jy go interview.. after dat went maxwell market to eat.. after dat we to walk walk to pass off time.. after dat as we had no place to go.. we headed to vivo city.. wen to walk again to pass of time.. coz we had lots of time.. went coffee bean to sit down and chat.. hahah.. after dat.. wen 2 work while jy went hme..

thanks jy for acc me pass off time ya.. hahha..=)

take care my frends...





.Friday, June 08, 2007@1:40 AM.

yoyoyo peeps!!!

im back.. FINALLY BACK!!!

my common tests are over le.. so im back blogging..

BUT let me warn u guys that this is going to be a LONG LONG POST.. lots of PICS will be uploaded too.. as i haven been blogging for a wk plus le..

but i'll try to summaries all and let de pics do the talking ya..

so here it goes.. (Starting with the lastest day)

07062007 (Thursday)
OFFICALLY FINISH MY COMMON TEST!!! im happy.. coz i do not need to mug for tests le and the HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! the DEC paper was alright ba.. juz dat im nt really sure bout the ans 4 the last 2 questions.. but hope that i will do well ya..
rushed down to mdc straight after common test.. coz Daren is there for a recording.. scared cant make it on time.. but wen i reached.. dey still haven finish recording.. so sat wif rah while waiting for rachel and the rest to come out..
finally after the long wait.. he came out..

he zi pai de!! hahha..=P

passed him the liang cha, asked him to sign things and took pics before he left..

like this pic.. even though its blur.. he zi pai de.. hahah..=)

after that.. jiemin, xt and me ran down to find wenhai.. run like siao ar.. like running 2.4km like that.. finally spotted him among soOo many ppl..
thanks to jiemin for the shuai pics.. handsome hor?? hahah..=)

me and wenhai..=)

after that.. wen for dinner and all before heading for hme!!!
all in all.. its a high day 4 me.. i was soOo high lah.. think they noe wat i mean..
VANESSA LOVES DAREN MANY MANY MANY AR!!!!

wanna thank daevon too.. for helping me pass the liang cha to wenhai..
and to wenhai.. take care ya.. rest well and drink more water worz...

06062007 (Wednesday)
did nth much.. juz dat i stayed at hme de whole day and study for my common test...

05062007 (Tuesday)

went to sch early for my maths paper.. 0830am lehz.. soOo early hor.. but i manage to wake up ar.. the maths paper was alright.. hope i will do well ya.. after that.. went to grab smt to eat before heading to the library to meet judi, shelle they all to study.. stayed in sch till bout 3pm plus before heading hme.. rest a while before continuing to study..

04062007 (Monday)

went for the movie premier at lido wif rah, rachel, xt, jiemin, daevon and tricia.. actually i planned nt to go de.. coz im having test tml ar.. but rachel and de rest sort of like physo-ing me ar.. so in the end i went.. didnt tel rachel at 1st.. coz wanna surprise her.. but dun noe weather shes surprise nt.. hahah...
after meeting the rest.. we headed up.. sat down and studied while waiting for jiemin dey all to come.. saw quite alot of artises too.. hahha..
so after seeing who had come for the premier.. we headed to the stage.. after a while.. its time to go in for the movies.. so daren and jiaying went to buy drinks.. THANKS to rachel.. she did smt ar.. which is.. she go tel daren that im having test tml.. she sabo me lah..

daren:tml gt test still come here..

me: laughing..

me: i told him that my paper is at 0830am..

daren:soOo late le.. still dun wan go hme study ar..

THANKS AR RACHEL!!!
after that.. went to to grab smt to drink while de rest grab smt to eat.. was studying while waiting.. im a gd gal de hor.. hahah..
after all that.. we left for hme...

maomao and me!!!


nat and me!!!felicia and me!!!
Jiaying and me!!!
me and diya!!!
a pic with the both of them!!!
shuai de wenhai and me.. (he really very handsome on that day ar.. nt that hes nt handsome on other days ar.. he is handsome on other days too.. but on dat day.. is specially shuai ar!!!)
daren and me!!!=)
a pic with 2 gd bros.. (love this pic)!!!=)

03062007 (Sunday)
went to my grandma's hse as usual.. but dis sun is a special 1.. coz its de 49th day since she left us.. so theres alot of things 2 prepare.. reach dere bout 0800am plus to help out.. brought my books there to study too.. after doing all that.. its afternoon le.. had luch dere before heading to expo.. thanks to xt...
went there and saw him.. waited a while before he come out..
after that.. headed for hme to continue to study..
me and daren!!!=)

02062007 (Saturday)
went to meet jiemin,rah,rachel&xt at vivo.. i was there early.. coz i wanna see where the stage is.. coz daren will be performing lata.. so after finding out where the stage is.. i waited for the rest to arrive.. xt left 1st.. coz she gg to diya's event.. so the 4 of us went to grab smt to eat before returning to the place..
bout 6plus.. xt came back to join us..
bout 7plus.. daren came and he performed.. he sang xing yu and can fei.. by jay chou and wu ke qun respectivity.. didnt really took lots of pics.. coz i was videoing his singing and all.. haha..
but theres 1 ar..


shuai hor!!!
shuai lehz!!!=)
me and daren!! (my zi pa skills ar.. sadded.. cut-off his head)


01062007 (Friday)
went to sch as usual.. after sch.. went to meet judi at vivo.. went there to study.. before that.. went to secret recipes to have lunch.. went there for their cakes, after that.. went to study at this place.. and remember the name.. and the senery is nice ar.. its a nice place to study in.. bout 4plus.. we left there to walk around to find job.. after that headed for hme...


31052007 (Thursday)

NO SCHOOL..COZ ITS VESAK DAY!!! waited forthis day a long time le.. haha.. went to temple in de morning then after that went to to study again..


30052007 (Wednesday)
went to mdc to celebrate jiemin's bday..
::HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEMIN!!!::
reach there bout 6plus.. rushed down after sch.. so we planned her surprise before she come.. so wen she reach.. we asked her go down the carpark and celebrate her bday.. hope u like the surprise.. so cut the cake and sat down to wait for wenhai to come out.. coz hes there for a briefing.. waited until we feel bored.. so we decided to write letters for each other.. me,jiemin,rachel and xt.. hahha.. lame right.. i noe.. but theres nth to do.. so we juz write.. so bout 10plus or so.. wenahi came out.. and someone shocked us ar.. its him.. DAREN.. we nvr expect that he will be there.. hahha.. so he gave us a shocked and we too gave him a shocked.. he asked us why are we here.. i said.. waiting for u lor.. den he said hw u noe im reporting.. we say.. we didnt noe.. hahha.. high lah.. soOO high..
ask them to sign things before heading to town for the 2nd part of the bday celebration.. stayed dere till bout 3 plus 4am before heading for hme..

me and wenhai!!=)

his solo pic!!!

shuai lehz...=)

me and daren!!! (love this pic)=)


29052007 (Tuesday)
school as usual.. and i dun really wat happen ar.. hahahha...


28052007 (Monday)
school as usual.. after sch.. went to study wif judi dey all.. coz common test coming le.. after that.. headed for hme...


phew.. thats a long post ya.. took a long time blogging it..
thanks to all who had send me the pics ya..
thanks alot..

okie.. i'll stop here...
take care my frends..
Vanessa misses u guys...







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



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CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
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JiHa
JuDi
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LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
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SaYuRi
ShAhUl
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SuE
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YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
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