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Now AndForever


.Wednesday, September 26, 2007@10:12 AM.

yup..
i noe im late..
coz i was really busy de whole day..
wasnt hme till about 3am plus..
hahha..
but its better late den nvr hor..
happy mooncake festvial everyone..
hahah..
actually juz wanna post this beautiful mooncakes to let u guys see..
hahha..

hw beautiful is the mooncakes..
hahah..
went to meet judi in the afternoon..
coz she wanna settle smt..
and we are soOo clever..
coz we found de place as we were trying out an error..
hahah..
went jp after that..
we 2 walk walk before heading for hme..

juz for ur info..
i might be gg to mia 4 sometime..
soOO many things had happen..
i really need some time to take a breather..
really need time to settle down every single thing..
im very sick and tired of everything..
im nt gg to say wat is it..
one problem after another..
till then..
take care my frends..





.Tuesday, September 25, 2007@12:04 AM.

::HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!::
may all ya wishes come true&all the best in whatever u do..
hope u enjoy ya day&the presents&surprises we had given u..
take care ya..

today will be a busy day for me..
i'll be running here and there do stuffs..
hahah..
so i'll be busy all day..
haha..

as u can see..
im like blogging every other day..
coz theres nth 2 do..
so im here to blog..
hahha..
gonna enjoy my holidays nw..
coz sch is going to re-open soon..
gonna mug really hard when school starts..
so im going to enjoy nw..
hahah..

to those who having problems..
u all sld noe who u are..
dun think too much ya..
if u need a listening ear..
im here to listen ya..
though i might nt ba able to slove ya problem..
but im willing to listen to wat u say..

take care my frends..=))





.Saturday, September 22, 2007@11:47 PM.

yes..
im back..
went for his event..
went to meet li and hy..
den shop around awhile while waiting for rachel,xt&samantha..
went for dinner.. coz we were hungry..
bout 8plus..
the mini concert start..
each of them sang 2 songs..
theres fireworks too..
left after that..
juz wanna say..
thanks for everything..*sld noe who u are*
thankz 2 xt for the poster..
hope rachel will like her present..
till then,
take care my frends..=))





.@1:15 AM.

afternoon..
went vivo to shop 4 my frend's present..
shun bian help jy find her shawl..
went over to find judi..
coz shes working..
after work..
accompany her to buy presents too..
after dat..
headed down..
gt a call from judi saying the timetable is out le..
but i cant check..
so she help me to check..
thanks ya..
then gt to noe that she is in diff class wif some of them..
so i was worried..
worried that i'll be in diff class with my class..
its sad de lor..
know them for bout 1&1/2 yr le..
now then change class..
its sad de lor..
then gt to noe that i tink im in diff class with some of them..
sad?? of coz lah..
VANESSA IS FEELING SAD!!!!
im sad+sian at the same time..
im going to miss them lah..
after that waited for rahel to come..
wanna thank him..
for sparing us some of his time..
thanks alot..
its been a long time since i saw him le..
so was feeling very gan choing when i saw him..
that part was funny..
especially the ah hock&dear part..
hahha..
NG soOO many times..
okie..
will be back later 4 more updates..
coz he having event later...
till then,
take care my frends..=))





.Thursday, September 20, 2007@11:24 PM.

ive made up my mind.. *for me to noe, for u guys to find out*

fianlly met up with jy..
its been a long time since i met her..
actually..
cant remember hw long le..
coz both of us were busy with work and other stuffs..
hahah..
so finally get to meet her..
went to meet her at bugis..
coz she wanna buy present for her frend bday..
so went around to shop..
hahha..
both of us bought a pants..
hahha..
i noe ar..
no money still buy pants..
but hor..
no choice lor..
sch wanna reopen le..
need more clothes and other stuffs..
need to buy this and that..
all need money..
hahah..
wanna find a new part-time job..
anyone can recommend me 1..
hahha..
take care my frends..=))





.Wednesday, September 19, 2007@10:32 PM.

went to help out at my mom's workplace in the morning..
wat can i say??
theres nth i can do..
as in..
theres nth 4 me to do..
was there like staring into space..
until after lunch time..
okie..
think i'll stop saying bout it..

ive been thinking alot..
and yes..
i mean alot..
alot of the good stuffs, bad stuffs, sad stufss, happy stuffs..
basically everything..
been thinking..
if i didnt do this in the 1st place..
would i be happier..
would i not faced soOo many problems that i cant solve..
mayb yes.. mayb no..
i dun noe..
yes.. coz i wouldnt be wat i am nw..
no.. i wouldnt have known them..
many things had been happening too..
not onli to me.. but to my frends around too..
if everything were to start all over again..
i dun think i will choose this route again..
but who noes..
mayb i'll end up choosing it again..
well..
wats done is already done..
cant undo it nw..
juz see hw it goes ba..
was chatting with "ou xiang" ytd..
was saying if were to be in diff class nxt sem..
hw ar..
our reaction are the same..
will be like..*think u all sld noe*
coz been in the same class for 1 yr le..
very close to each other liao..
if nw change class..
its like..
okie..
i'll stop here..
till then..
take care my frends..=))





.Tuesday, September 18, 2007@11:29 PM.

when to work as usual..
find out smt at work..
pretty amasing..
well..
everything might happen de..
this type of thing cant predict de..
well..
get to noe smt too..
actually, oyr supervisor is onli 19..
cant u believe..
but she doesnt look like 19..=X
i noe im bad..
but its true..
hahha..
actually..
i olso dun noe wanna blog wat ar..
wanna thank xt for the photos,phone call..*think u sld noe..*
i miss my babes..
i miss my 3 ms ong..
i miss my class..
i miss my frends..
i miss them..*4 me to noe for u all to find out*
i miss xiao zhu..
i miss energy..
okie..
i'll stop here..
take care my frends..





.Sunday, September 16, 2007@10:19 PM.

juz finish watching i love sunday on tv..
its soOo funny lah..
hahha..
and yes..
daren is on it..
he dance the chinese dance..
soOo nice lor..
and funny too..
hahha..

ytd..
went mdc.. coz wenhai gogin back for recording..
stayed till 1am plus before he came out..
asked him to sign smt..
coz its for our project..
then headed down to say bye before heading back to continue our project..
thanks to all who have help us sign..
really thanks alot..
was like very busy ytd ar..
coz was helping xt too..
hahha..
then me and rachel fen gong he zuo..
hahha..
headed hme after dat..

well..
problems have been coming up again..
dun wanna say too much bout it..
if nt it will be very long..
juz wanna say..
stick to ur own decision..
if really cant solve..
asked for a second option..
it might help..

having been slping much dis few days..
dis 4 days of slp add up..
nt more then 10 hrs..
hahha..
pro worz..
i olso dun noe hw i dong..

okie..
till then,
take care my frends..





.Friday, September 14, 2007@8:52 AM.

okie..
juz onli after a few hrs..
im back to blog..
firstly..
wanna thanks judi for calling me.
telling me the results are out..
didnt really slp ytd..
coz i was worried for my results..
so went in..
and saw my results..
yes..
i passed..
im happy&sad at the same time..
happy.. coz i passed..
sad.. coz i maintain my gpa..
no up.. no down..
was like..
but i'll work doubly hard for my nxt sem..
i'll vow for that..
no worries..
will do my very best for my nxt sem de..
juz like wat i did for my past few sems..
till then..
take care my frends..=)





.Thursday, September 13, 2007@10:19 PM.

tml is the day..
the day where i will noe my results..
the day where i will noe everything...
hope i did well..

work today was like..=!=
coz ar.. of 1 person ar..
was soOO irritating lor..
dun wanna talk much..

actually today going to see the laterns wif xw de..
but due to some reason..
i didnt meet them..
was damn shag..
actually..
as wat she said..
she in it le..
but at that time when she told me..
i was like okie..
coz she wasnt confrim at that time too..
but when she called me ytd and said all those things..
i find it strange..
ver strange..
didnt ask her bout it..
coz i noe she will tel me de..
and she did..
she said to 2day..
and when i get to noe it..
i was like okie..
coz i was prepared for it le..
but on the bus to jurong..
my mood suddely swing..
very suddenly..
dun feel like meeting anyone..
mayb coz theres other stuffs too..
really sorry bout it..

went to meet xt after dat..
when to buy smt for someone ar..
wrapping paper..

okie..
i'll stop here..
wish me luck 4 tml ya..
take care my frends!!!=))





.Wednesday, September 12, 2007@12:15 AM.

PISSED-OFF!!!





.Monday, September 10, 2007@10:39 AM.

actually wanna blog this entry bout 2 days ago..
but..
i was tired+lazy..
so.. decided to blog it today..
this might be a long entry..
so without further or do..
here its goes...

Friday(07092007)
xiaozhu came to spore..
nvr go to the airport.. coz was working..
so after work.. rush like mad to the premier..
coz i end work at 6pm.. and the premier start at 0730pm..
lucky i reached there.. xiao zhu haven reached yet..
so waited for him.. he came about 8plus..
high lor.. when we see him..
then when he walked pass..
rachel and i strech out our hand to shake his hand..
hahha..
then rachel and i shoke his hand..
and this rachel ar..
dun wanna let go ar..
lucky.. i gt shake dao.. hahha..
after that..
went to mac.. coz rahcel,rah and xt haven eat yet..
help samantha daopao too..
coz she helping us queue..
after that.. went up again..
then saw him leaving..
then smt happen..
the piak piak thing..*think onli we 3 noe wat is it*
hahha..
high lor..
headed down to ps to meet up with samantha..
thanks to her.. really thank her alot..=))
then smt happen.. dun wanna say ar.. went hme after that..
reached hme bout 12am plus closing to 1am..
bathe,do my things and its close to 2plus le..
nvr sleep the whole night..
then left hme bout 6plus am to settle my things..
then headed down to meet the rest...

Saturday(08092007)
the day had arrive..
hahha..
went for breakfast with rachel,xt&rah..
thanks samantha for helping me buy the pig..
thanks alot..
xiaozhu came bout 12pm..
sang the song "bi sha ji"
soOO high lor..
after that..
the auto session start le..
rachel and i shouted xiaozhu & wave to him..
and he wave back..
high.. very high..
after that.. went to chase with other peepes..
and must really thank the uncle who drove us there..
coz he was really fast ar..*think those on cab sld noe*
reached there.. dun really wanna say much..
if nt really very long..
then smt happen..
xiaozhu said COME DOWN... *applied to someone ar*
hahha..
funny lor but was shocked at the same time too.. hahha..
he went to a restruant to eat..
waited outside for him..
then theres this 3 gals came up to us asking whos there..
and we said xiaozhu..
then theres dis particular gal jump up screaming xiaozhu..
with no image.. btw.. shes wearing a skirt lor.. *omg*
and while waiting..
we were entering ourselves with lame jokes..
hahha..
and that lame joke made us link to alot of things..
and we were laughing like siao ar..
not long after..
xiaozhu came out..
followed him..
see him when in the departure hall..
he waved to all his fans byebye..
and went off le..
hes sooO gd ar.. waved to all his fans before leaving..
really miss him..
but he will be back for his concert de..
and i have the tickets le..
thanks to them..
i have the tickets le..
so i have a date with xiaozhu on 1st dec at the spore indoor stadium..
so xiaozhu.. i'll see ya there..

okie..
i'll stop here..
thanks samantha.. for all ya help..
and shes nw a fan of xaiozhu le..
thanks to us.. hahha..
thanks xiaozhu too..
pics will be posted once i upload the pics ya..

before ending this post..
heres his video..*bi sha ji*


take care my frends..=))





.Tuesday, September 04, 2007@11:20 PM.

yeah..
finally..
i sld say finally..
the concert i wanted to watch is here..
and u all noe whose is it..
nope..
its not ENERGY.. *even though i really want to see their concert again*
ITS NONE OTHER THAN..
SHOW LUO罗志祥....
YES!! ITS HIM!!!

i really wanna go see him..
wanna see him sing,dance etc..
hes soOO handsome ar..
hahha..
anyone wanna buy me the tixs..
it can be for christmas present..
hahha..
juz joking onli lah..

oh ya..

plz go and vote for daren for the yes 933 jing qu jiang..

hes in for the newcomer award..

heres the link...

http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/Category7.asp
take care my frends...






.Sunday, September 02, 2007@10:48 PM.

actually theres alot of things i wanna say...
but now..
my mind is in total blank..
whats with the title..
i dun noe..
i olso dun noe why i had this title..
what if everything will start from the beginning..
what if time would stop&let the beautiful memories stayed there..
what if i stop and give up everything..
what if i've nt treasure ppl around me..
what if something really happen and im not able to solve it..
what if...
waht if..
theres more to continue..
but i dun really wanna say le..
coz its going to be a long one if i list them all..
i miss my babes..
i miss my ah nia family..
i miss my gals..
i miss xuanwen..
i miss the guys..
basically..
i miss everyone i noe..
take care peepes..







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



{TAGGIES}





{DAR-LiNks}

AiLI
CaI LiNg
CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
ChrIsToPeR
CeDrIk
HaN QuN
HuI FeN
HuI MiN
JaNnEt
JiAmEi
JiHa
JuDi
KaReN
KaY MiAnG
LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
SaFfIrE
SaMaNtHa
SaYuRi
ShAhUl
SuE
SuE
WoOn ChEnG
XiNyInG
XuAn WeN
YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
WeNhAi
WeNhAi's FaNs BlOg
{MUSIC}

Vanessas playlist


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