.Saturday, May 03, 2008@11:39 PM.
had a great and long talk with my "wife" not long ago..
after the long long talk.. or during the long long talk we knew many things that we arent before we started this..
we see each other in each other shoes and its scary..
im scared.. really scared.. i wasnt like that before or sld i say we're arent like that..
but wat is happening to us..
wat is happening to me..
i dun noe.. i really dun noe..
i wanna find back my old self.. yes.. thats wat i wanna do..
BUT..
omg.. my mind is in a mess.. everything is in a mess..
i will try.. i will try my best..
i could really be sisters with my "wife"..
coz we got the same shirts.. our "couple tee"
thankz to my "wife" for being there..
going through the ups and downs we had together this past mth..
and we still have 3 more months to go..
lets jia you together..
im not going to think about it..
properly going to do smt that wife wouldnt let me..
BUT.. i really dun noe..
haven had a good sleep since i hand up my report..
so i properly going to have a good nite sleep and everything will be fine when i get up..
i doubt so.. but im going to tell a white lie to myself to make myself feel better..
take care peeps..
*edited on 04052008*
i feel like crying now.. i dun noe why.. just feel like it..
sooO many things..
i 've haven settle 1 yet and theres another 1 coming up..
i feel soOO relax 2day.. lust feel relax in that particular 1 hr when i see someone..
its just like im back 2 my old self..
but once thats over..
my old self is gone again.. how anh why is this happening..
thinking of where to go for lunch tml when soOO many things had happpen..
but i tink the ans is very or i sld say soOO obvious..
i really agree wif wife.. how i wish shes my hubby.. coz she really noe me too well le..
coz we have the same pattern and all..
how i really wish that is true..
BUT..
wife gave me a webbie site just now..
did the test and i found out that most of them are true..
heres the results..
| What Vanessa Ng Means |
 You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
