.Saturday, September 27, 2008@12:17 AM.
just have the urge to blog..
wanted to blog this for the longest time..
but i just dun noe hw to put it into words..
but now.. i do.. i noe hw and wat im going to say..
i feel soOo inferior beside you all..(im not going to say how many, it might be 1 or alot)
im like.. plz.. im not just de only 1 there..
there's still others..
have a sense of it and just look ard..
i no i can match up to you all..
be it studies or wat.. name whatever.. its just it..
im just like de 1 which is taking in the old shoes of yours if smt happen or wat..
but theres nth i can do..
i just have to take it nth had happen and just act normal..
to be frank..
im already used to it..
it not just once.. but loads of time..
so as time passes.. i just get soOOo used to it..
but thinking back.. why is this always happeing and nt stooping just once and change for a difference..
i guess it different as this is what reality really is..
so i have no choice but just to leave it there and nt touching it of even bothering it..
coz im really sick and tired of it..
so whats the point of even thinking about it..
whats yours is always yours..
nobody can snatch it form you..
you just cant snatch it from others as this is nt yours and it will eventually nt be yours no matter what..
no matter how big a circle you go tru..
if its yours.. it will still come back..
so no point of doing small taticts behind..
coz it might turn out to be a failure or even worse..
understood about smt..
this is just reality i would say..
and i jus noe why..
no explaination is needed..
and im just happy for you..
just dun say and sit there and do nth..
do what u think its right..
actually theres more.. but i dun really feel like saying anymore..
will say it soon if i have the time..
just to conclude..
just concentrate on what ur're doing and dun bother the things ard me..
even if theres a need..
just listen and let the words flow out tru aother ear.. unless the things said are really important..
then we'll just have to remember it..
a stupid ending i would say...
okie..
enough of this..
meet up with my babes just now and had dinner at pastamiana..
as usual..
we had out long talk..
but someone left early..
so when down to the F1 site to see if we could get a glimised if the cars..
and yeah..
we did.. and they were fast..
feelings were undescricble..
you will have to be there so u will noe wat i mean..
excited to see how are they going to run the race here on sun..
guess im gonna glued to my tv on sun..
pics below are just a small portion of ppl who were there trying to get a glimised of it in different ways and style..
ending off with a pic with my babe..
to my babes:thanks for being there when i needed you guys.. hearing wat i wanna say and all..wanna thank you guys for eveything u had done.. words are undescrible..
to my frends: thanks for being there too..words are undescrible..
take care peeps..
p.s.might MIA a few days..
