.Thursday, October 30, 2008@10:56 PM.
i hereby saying that i've sort of done it..
or i should say that i've put it down and im walking towards what i want..
not saying that i will forget, but it will be kept somewhere where it will still be remembered..
just a little more time and im back to the bubbly, active, crazy vanessa..
i'll be back to my oldself.. just a little more time and that will do..
how did i manged to straighten out my thinking is that..
im really gratefully to all who had been there for me when i was really down..
putting up a brave front when i wasnt feeling alright..
but i'll just have to do it..
i dun wan to let my frends and all get worried for me..
coz i noe that they have their own probs and all..
by telling them, it might add another burden to them..
so i just restricted all to myself and as a result..
i cant get to sleep.. or i sld say i dun feel like sleeping that early..
coz there's loads on my mind..
but thanks to all those who are constantly reminding me this and that..
i've straightened out..
thanks peeps..(weather did i tell u all this)
but all your care and concerns made me relised smt..
you guys dun noe how much u played ur role within this tough period that i've went tru..
im really thankful..
i noe that the past few weeks in school, my face was like freaking tired..
nobody dare to talk to my coz they scared that i might bashed them up..
they let me slowly turned back.. (which means i start the talking first)
coz i didnt really sleep well and all and thats the cost of being tired..
but im fine now..
and wife told me smt that i was huh?? really?? how come??
she told me the decision she had made..
and i was planning to tell her that i've sort out my thinking..
and she told me that..
we minds do think alike hor..
and i was like soOo crazy in school lor..
laughing like crazy.. talking nonsese..
and if u see me become qiao cui or what in a months time it means that im damn freaking stress in school..
PELN is the module that is driving us crazy..
dun understand a single shit the lecturer is talking..
feel like giving up the module and change to another one..
but i might think otherwise now bahz..
or i sld let nature take its course..
wanna thank wife and franis for helping out with the module..
at least i do understand what is the module about..
school as usual, boring..
who think school is enjoyable if u have my stupid timetable..
ciao peeps...
and thank you all once again..=)
