.Wednesday, November 05, 2008@9:00 PM.
before i start off..
peeps, can help me do a survey on foreign workers..
its a project that im working on now..
thanks a million ya..
heres the link..
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=65RB0T_2fAdClNkgCe6tvHMg_3d_3dim stil feeling abit bad ar..
coz wife wanna attend lecture today, but i didnt want to..
so sort of physco her not to go too..
coz u noe why..
we had 5 hrs of break.. actually theres lessons in the middle..
but the lecturer had to attend smt..
so he decided to cancle off.. and so in return..
we had 5hrs of break..
we went out and didnt wanna go back for the 2 hrs lessons..
coz its abit sian ar and just to go back for de 2 hrs and return hme??
its abit waste of time plus sian too ar..
so we skip the lecture..
got people to sign for us.. thanks ya..
but before heading back home..
went to westmall for some arcarde session with wife, zhi wei,soon lee and wei xiang..
brings back loads of memories..
coz its my sort of second hme during my secondary school days..
had fun there palying puzzle bobble coz its been econs since i played that..
and thanks to wife who bring the DS lite..
had fun playing cooking mama and we're just like kids playing that...
went for a talking and checking of prices for our EID before heading for hme..
think wife know that i've been saying that im fianlly out of this shit for tons of time..
but she didnt wanna sort of believe me coz i think she noes that smt is going to happen to me??
or sld i say the both of us..
and just recently..
im saying that again..
im glad that im out of this shit and im happy over it..
but as usual..
she dun really think so..
untill today..
she finally see smt and she decided to sort of believe it..
had been thinking bout this not only once..
but tons of times..
i just feel that im like a wooden block place infront of them..
trying to help them without fail if they needed my help..
but i olso noe that i like soOO "freaking extra" there..
and the feeling is NOT GOOD...
but i olso noe that if i dun help her..
she might not know what to do and what her nxt move..
coz i noe her too well..
i may sound that im soOo "wei da" here..
but im just trying to help in whatever i can or whatever is needed of me..
i decided to take a step back a long time ago..
but.. theres always smt crop up in the middle..
im just going to let them settle everything themselves..
im not goin to do anything but just to sit down and watch..
and wife..
u sld noe what i mean..
if there is anything u still can tell me..
i will try to help.. (u noe what am i saying de)
to you if u are reading or not..
dis part is for you..
决定把这一段有华语来诉说。。
不管你是否会看还是不会看。。
可是我直想说的就是。。
我终于可以不管这些事了。。
我很早就说我已经拖里这个苦海了什么事都不用管了。。
但我也不能放她一个人在那里不懂要怎样做。。
该转左还是转右。。
我相信她也不知道该怎样做还是怎样去面对。。
我也能做的直有尽量的帮她。。
有时有决的我有点怪怪的。。
就是不因该站在你们的中间。。
有点像你们助爱得东西。。
如果让你决的什么的话。。
在这里跟你说生对不起。。
thinking alot recently..
wife said im crazy today and i told her..
okie.. den i just go back to the past me before im okie..
as in people would wanna beat me with de tired face that i have..
coz when im freaking tired..
i will have the kiam pa face..
as i said, had been thinking alot recently..
some things may had been resolved but it will still always be there..
i sld MIA a while..
settle all the feelings, putting them back where they sld be and i will be back..
but no worries..
the crazy vanessa is back..
just that..
if u guys wanna find me, u can find me in school..
coz i will still be attending lesson..
take care peeps..
this blog might be in peace for a while until im back..
VANESSA IS GOING TO MIA...
take care..=)
