.Friday, November 21, 2008@11:11 PM.
just came back from driving not long ago..
just a caution to everyone..
pls dun drive after your NAFA test..
coz i was soOO freaking tired and i felt giddy after the test..
but if i were to cancle it.. i will still have to pay..
so i decided to go driving despite the tireness and giddness that i had..
thanks mom and dad for fetching me home..
speaking about that..
i had my NAFA test today..
wanna thank the time kepper coz he really helped me alot..
and to my peeps too.. thanks for the encouragement..
while running the 2.4Km run..
i was soOo hungry and coz i was hungry..
my stomach was spinning like nobody business..
and i vomited and felt better after that..
met up with judi and aili for 2 conservative days..
had fun though i noe that they are bound to ask me smt or tell me smt after that..
and to aili.. if there is anything u wanna tell me..
u can let me noe.. i noe that there i smt you wanna ask me or tell me..
u can just tell me ar..
coz i noe u all noe that im...
and to wife.. she ar.. dun need say she will also say what she wanna say..
be it good or bad..
be it i will be angry, sad or happy..
she will just bomb the thing right straight into ur face..
so..
and pls dun blame yourself for the things you had ask me during EID lecture..
there's proberly a reason behind it for you asking it and i dun wanna rake things up again..
things that had to be done will be done..
i dun wanna to think about it AGAIN..
to all my peeps.. thanks for being there when i needed you guys..
sorry to those who had to bear up with my f****ing face,attitude and all..
im really sorry but im really gratefully too.. for all the things you guys had done..
i know that you guys think that im hiding smt for you all..
but i just wanna say that im fine and okie..
but theres proberly a minority that im hiding it..
but its not big.. its a small matter..
its not that i dun wanna say..
its just that.. i dun noe how to rephrase the things to tell you all..
and as u all noe me..
if i were to say.. i will definatly tell you de..
there will be no hiding to everything and everyone..
but i just really dun noe how to phrase the thing..
i noe i may look fierce, tired and not myself the past few months with my freaking attitude..
dats proberly due to the stressness, tiredness and some other factors..
common tests are coming soon..
i dun noe if i cant do well..
4 core modules and i dun even noe how am just going to handle the module..
im like soOO freaking stress with studies and projects are piling up too..
but i noe that i need to have my cool so i can think well, rest well without being so not me everyday..
im going to mug hard for common tests..
im not going to let myself down again..
haven been sleeping well too..
i will try to sleep early if i can.. coz theres load of things to do..
wanna thank wei xiang for lending me his cap to play..
and i had a different image.. being vey hop.. as what wife said..
and wife's was like soOo not her..
pics are below..
wife who doesnt look like her..
and thats me..
off to see my books.. coz it mugging time..
take care peeps.. and i will be back as the vanessa u all know..=)
lastly.. im going to 闭关修炼le.. coz common tests are just ard the corner..
CIAO..=)
