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Now AndForever


.Sunday, May 25, 2008@1:08 PM.

im back for updates..

firstly, i wanna thank all my frends for your msgs,presents and celebration..
i really really appericate all you guys had done for me..
a million thanks to all of you..
wanna thank(names not according to order) all these ppl..
thank you judi,aili,shelle,chunhow,jy,sue,wc,rachel,xt,linnet,sis,ah hui,ah wei,ah kai,ah feng,siva,mama,pandian,yuen,xuanwen,wei joo,celine etc..sorry if i left anyone out coz theres too many ppl to thanks le..
you guys noe who u are.. im really grateful for all you guys have done..
giving me a celebration that i wont forget.. helping me celebrating from the start of my bday till the end.. i really enjoyed myself..
wanna thank"them" too.. thanks for all the things you had done..
pics were taken.. but not all are here as im still waiting to send me..
didnt have enough slp this few days.. BUT.. i had fun..
went for dinner with my family at..
yes.. here again.. coz i juz love the mango pudding..
the menu..
the ambience.. its nice..=)
the food..
and before the food come.. i eat finish the peanuts in less than 5mins.. this shows how hungry am i.. hahah..
the leftovers..
the dessert that i love.. you guys sld try it..=))
with my brother..=))
went out with my 4 other grps too.. but i need to wait till they send me the pics before i can post it up..=(
went to clark quay for the 1st day.. having loads of fun there.. went hme in the morning and left for work sleeping for 1hr..
went to kallang the nxt day.. i fun too..=))
went out with my gals to woodland for a mini celebration..
went pizza hut for dinner and finall met up wif shelle for 35226 mths..
its been a long time since i met her.. had fun talking and crapping..
went for a movie after that without shelle..
watched chocolate.. a nice movie..
and we had loads of sound effect made by us.. and we're laughing like nobody business..
hahha..
thanks judi for ur bday kiss.. hahah..=))

thank you everybody once again..

and finally.. i took a pic with did after fianlly for soOO long.. coz we've been dragging it for weeks..

so heres the pics..

lastly, THANK YOU PEEPS ONCE AGAIN.. I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF!!HOPE YOU GUYS DID TOO..=)))

till then, take care peeps..=))






.Friday, May 23, 2008@12:00 AM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, MYSELF AND I!!!!
will update more when im back..
take care peeps!!!=))





.Thursday, May 22, 2008@10:04 PM.

this is going to be a short short post..
coz im going to get ready and go out soon..
dun noe where am i going too..
im waiting for my frends to tell me where to meet.. hahaha..
in another 2hrs time.. im going to step into another stage of my life..
alot of emotions are running tru my head now..
okie..
i'll stop here coz im going to get myself prepared...
take care peeps..=))





.Monday, May 19, 2008@11:00 PM.

im back..
let me recap what happen the past few days..
had been working as usual.. but i learnt something new.. hahah.. had fun learning that..
hope i can learnt something new soon.. hahah..
but theres something that will never change no matter what..
that is.. OUR DAILY ROUNTINE!!!
which is.. during break talking to ah hui, had lunch with lao da they all and after work, going over to say bye..
i admit that im hong xin.. but theres nth i can do coz i already hong xin le.. hahah..

okie.. besides that..
i finally met up wif my class..
had a gathering with them at sakura last friday and its sooO much fun..
though not all turn up as some of them have smt on.. but im happy that most of them turn up..
being the organiser.. its a relief to hear them say that they enjoyed themselves and all..
i really had lots of fun.. playing games and all.. having piling up that table with loads of food..
hahah..
the pentaly of losing while playing the game!!=))


grp pics!!!=)

supposed to go out with tyl they all on sat.. but smt crop up the last min..
so went out wif judi for window shopping and we stop by to have this..
its nice to have this when u're feeling sooO hot!!!=))
coz its refreshing!! hahah..

went out wif scb today..
guess where we went..
no prize guessing it correct..
Yes went to k..
though its only the 2 of us.. but its gd..
so we dun havta snatch the mic from others and its been eckons since we said we wanna go k..
and we sing loads of songs.. had fun and theres 2 particular songs that we sang like 74820 times.. hahah..
while singing.. we took pics.. hahah..
scb favourite..

my favourite..=))
so we continue to sing until scb say that we haven had out tibits.. hahha..

the tibits was 5 mins before we eat..
after 5 mins, or i sld say less than that.. ahhah..=)
i guessed that we're hungry.. hahah..
went for dinner after that..
wanna thank scb for ur present and the "surprise"..
thanks alot worz..=))

and this is the amyt of bread that scb bought.. hahha..

till then..
take care my frends..
*4 more days to...*





.Sunday, May 11, 2008@11:23 PM.

to all moms out there..
::Happy Mother's Day!!!::
it isnt easy being a mom even though im not 1 yet.. but seeing them nursing us since we're yong and worried for us even though we're all grown up... its tough coz in their eyes, we're always a kid.. thanks for all the hard work u've put in..

okie.. so its sunday today.. i slept like alomst the whole day..
i was soOO tired that even when i went out..
i was like totally sleeping in the car.. sleeping when i board the car till the destination and sleeping again when i went up the car..
i noe.. im like a pig.. but im tired.. so no choice ar.. hahah..
went for lunch with my family.. gave the present that my bro and i shared for my mom..
and im glad that she like it.. hahah.. mother's day present!!!

As for Saturday,went to have breakfast early in the morning with the 2 brothers before heading for work..
Thanks to lao da for sending us there..
And theres smt I wanna say..
Hes car is soOO pink.. coz his wife loves pink and how wei da is him to do that 4 his wife..
And inside the car..
Its soOo princess the feel lor.. cant really describe it..
Wat a good husband is he.. hahha..
U all must see it then u will noe.. hahah..
And oh ya..
Having knowing the 2 bros..
I find that they are really very good as in..
Hai ya.. I dun noe hw to describe ar.. tink “wife” sld noe wat I mean ba..
Heres a pic that I took with him and my wife..
went out with my gals after that.. its been a long time since we meet up..
had fun.. walking around,shopping,talking etc..
and yes.. had been craving for this since like dun noe when..
and i've been eating it sort of reguarly..and coz of this.. im getting fat.. hahha.. time for a diet.. hahah..
went to esplanade for a talking and photo taking session..
the view there is fantastic..
its a nice place where u can relax and all.. thats why i love going there..
nice view!! i love the view there!!=)) i dun have the pics that i've taken with my gals.. will upload once i have it..
started doing smt if not i really dun have the time to finish it le.. hahah..
take care peeps..=))
*edited on 12052008*
thanks wife for the pics.. so heres the pics..=))

till then..=))





.Saturday, May 03, 2008@11:39 PM.

had a great and long talk with my "wife" not long ago..
after the long long talk.. or during the long long talk we knew many things that we arent before we started this..
we see each other in each other shoes and its scary..
im scared.. really scared.. i wasnt like that before or sld i say we're arent like that..
but wat is happening to us..
wat is happening to me..
i dun noe.. i really dun noe..
i wanna find back my old self.. yes.. thats wat i wanna do..
BUT..
omg.. my mind is in a mess.. everything is in a mess..
i will try.. i will try my best..
i could really be sisters with my "wife"..
coz we got the same shirts.. our "couple tee"
thankz to my "wife" for being there..
going through the ups and downs we had together this past mth..
and we still have 3 more months to go..
lets jia you together..
im not going to think about it..
properly going to do smt that wife wouldnt let me..
BUT.. i really dun noe..
haven had a good sleep since i hand up my report..
so i properly going to have a good nite sleep and everything will be fine when i get up..
i doubt so.. but im going to tell a white lie to myself to make myself feel better..
take care peeps..

*edited on 04052008*
i feel like crying now.. i dun noe why.. just feel like it..
sooO many things..
i 've haven settle 1 yet and theres another 1 coming up..
i feel soOO relax 2day.. lust feel relax in that particular 1 hr when i see someone..
its just like im back 2 my old self..
but once thats over..
my old self is gone again.. how anh why is this happening..
thinking of where to go for lunch tml when soOO many things had happpen..
but i tink the ans is very or i sld say soOO obvious..
i really agree wif wife.. how i wish shes my hubby.. coz she really noe me too well le..
coz we have the same pattern and all..
how i really wish that is true..
BUT..
wife gave me a webbie site just now..
did the test and i found out that most of them are true..
heres the results..

What Vanessa Ng Means
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.







You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?





.Thursday, May 01, 2008@8:38 PM.

PHEW!! finally!! i've handed up my report and i could finally rest and have my beauty sleep..
haven been sleeping well or much lately due to my report- writing..
but.. theres still more things for me to do and settle..
OMG.. thats tough.. but i would say its better than doing report.. coz report needs more brain-storming..
wanna thanks my judi for helping me out with my report..
shes my companion, coz we'll also do our report after work..
wanna thank jeff too..
thanks for helping me hit the 3000 words target,bringing us to the new factory to take pics and for the loads of info..
dun really know how will i fare for it.. but i know that i've done my best.. so well..
soOO many things happen recently..
theres good and theres bad.. but.. no matter how or what.. theres always things that we cant/can solve..
i think that i've finally put down that stupid feeling that i have the past few days..
thankz peeps for ur concern..
i know that this will happen again no matter what.. but i know how to look on a brighter side of it coz theres definately a good thing i can look forward too..
i know that people around me is having loads of probem.. to peeps who have problems.. anything can call me ya.. im 24/7 de.. hahaha..
having a slight headache now, maybe its due to the stress and sleepness night i have the past few weeks..
before i go and take a rest..
wanna wish my bro..
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!=))
gonna take a rest now..
take care peeps..=))







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



{TAGGIES}





{DAR-LiNks}

AiLI
CaI LiNg
CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
ChrIsToPeR
CeDrIk
HaN QuN
HuI FeN
HuI MiN
JaNnEt
JiAmEi
JiHa
JuDi
KaReN
KaY MiAnG
LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
SaFfIrE
SaMaNtHa
SaYuRi
ShAhUl
SuE
SuE
WoOn ChEnG
XiNyInG
XuAn WeN
YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
WeNhAi
WeNhAi's FaNs BlOg
{MUSIC}

Vanessas playlist


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