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Now AndForever


.Thursday, October 30, 2008@10:56 PM.

i hereby saying that i've sort of done it..
or i should say that i've put it down and im walking towards what i want..
not saying that i will forget, but it will be kept somewhere where it will still be remembered..
just a little more time and im back to the bubbly, active, crazy vanessa..
i'll be back to my oldself.. just a little more time and that will do..
how did i manged to straighten out my thinking is that..
im really gratefully to all who had been there for me when i was really down..
putting up a brave front when i wasnt feeling alright..
but i'll just have to do it..
i dun wan to let my frends and all get worried for me..
coz i noe that they have their own probs and all..
by telling them, it might add another burden to them..
so i just restricted all to myself and as a result..
i cant get to sleep.. or i sld say i dun feel like sleeping that early..
coz there's loads on my mind..
but thanks to all those who are constantly reminding me this and that..
i've straightened out..
thanks peeps..(weather did i tell u all this)
but all your care and concerns made me relised smt..
you guys dun noe how much u played ur role within this tough period that i've went tru..
im really thankful..
i noe that the past few weeks in school, my face was like freaking tired..
nobody dare to talk to my coz they scared that i might bashed them up..
they let me slowly turned back.. (which means i start the talking first)
coz i didnt really sleep well and all and thats the cost of being tired..
but im fine now..
and wife told me smt that i was huh?? really?? how come??
she told me the decision she had made..
and i was planning to tell her that i've sort out my thinking..
and she told me that..
we minds do think alike hor..
and i was like soOo crazy in school lor..
laughing like crazy.. talking nonsese..
and if u see me become qiao cui or what in a months time it means that im damn freaking stress in school..
PELN is the module that is driving us crazy..
dun understand a single shit the lecturer is talking..
feel like giving up the module and change to another one..
but i might think otherwise now bahz..
or i sld let nature take its course..
wanna thank wife and franis for helping out with the module..
at least i do understand what is the module about..
school as usual, boring..
who think school is enjoyable if u have my stupid timetable..
ciao peeps...
and thank you all once again..=)





.Tuesday, October 28, 2008@12:11 AM.

yes!! im still in the mist of doing my project..
but i have an urge to blog..
i olso dun noe why..
but before i start saying anything..
i wanna watch this ar..
yes!! High School Musical 3..
just simply love this show ar..
and not only i love the show..
i like the pepes who act in it..
and they are.. (just naming 2 of them)
Zac Efron&Vanessa Hudgens..
Zac Efron..
Vanessa Hudgens..
arent they cute, handsome and pretty..=)
there are olso some other movies that im planning to watch too..
soOo many movies to watch..
so need to plan when to watch which movie..=)

hear this particular song on my way home..
"新不了情"
it brought back loads of things..
happy and sad i would say..
but no matter how am i going to forget this song i just cant..
coz this song is sang by him&grp..
and besides dat, i will always sing this out of the blue..
but all i could say that the lyrics in it is soOO..
i dun noe how to describe..
if you all understand the lyrics well..
you'll just get what i mean..
its just tough.. but i noe that im going to do it..
its just a matter of time..
and i really hope that i could do it fast..
and i mean fast..
i really dun like the feeling that im trapped in no where..
dun noe what am i going to do nxt..
it feels soOo freaking stupid??
can i find myself back soon??
back to my project..=)
take care peeps..





.Monday, October 27, 2008@3:19 PM.

im blogging at mac now while doing my project..
its only the 2nd week of school and i had tons to do..
well.. no choice olso ar..
hw time had passed..
its mon now which means tml is back to school day..
didnt really rest well the past few days coz i had been going out with frends..
and busy doing project and not forgetting packing my messy room..
hahah..

went back to TEFE on saturday..
coz we're free..
we only go back when we are free to visit the peeps there..
hahah..
had breakfast in the morning wif wife coz we missed the ba chor mee there..
so went there 2 have that..
but before that..
went to buy things kor and yow san..
coz they wanna eat smt..
and whats worse is that i reached blk 207 le.. den kor said he wanna eat kfc..
so went back 2 westmall before heading there..
as usual or i can say without fail we will always have laughter when we go back..
coz they will always make us laugh like nobody's business..
and i learnt smt new..
nxt time u all eat chicken rice must put ma you ar.. coz it will taste nicer??
i dun noe lehz.. i try le den i let you all noe..
its my sister who teach me de..
and i do have a new sister..
wanna noe who he is..
he is none other than Mr Vio..
my new sister.. hahha..
went out with the grp after meeting my frend..
went to chiong.. hahaha..
its been a long time since i went there le..
had loads of fun..
okie..
off to do my project..
before i end here..
pls visit this blog and do leave comments there or u can leave comments in my blog..
check this webbie..
http://www.shinjisoon.blogspot.com/
take care peeps..=)





.Thursday, October 23, 2008@12:02 AM.

its past midnight now and i noe most of the peeps are slping coz of the nice weather..
im going to do that soon after i blog..
coz i need to wake up at 6am coz my freaking lesson starts at 8am where as in the 1st place its supposed to start at 9am..
but well..

had been thinking loads of thing recently..
theres good and bad in it..
wondering if im going to make the right decisions..
and did i make the correct choices to some of the things that are done..
there is no prefect anwers to anything in life..
coz theres always an second option to it..
just that do we know it or not..
am i going to set my mind to do this??
its tough.. but i have too..
do i have a choice?? mayb i have.. but will i overcome it and settle it??
i dun think so.. but i have too..
coz there are soOo many things that i need to do and settle..
projects are starting to pile up.. work loads are up too..
so i really need to sit down and have some slience moments to myself to plan and settle everything..
sort out everything so that i will have time for this and that..

okie..
i'll continue this other day.. (provided i remb)
lets talk about other things..
went to NUS for dinner with my gals..
coz its been a long time since we had dinner there..
and we're freaking full..=)
headed down to imm to get some of our stuffs before heading hme..
it nvr fail to have fun & laugher with my gals..
heres the pics and its zi pai-ing time for us..
hahaha..=)


the normal pics of us..
and here comes our act cute pics..=)




and the grp pics..






and lastly, our phone had this totally cool function..
and we get our hands on it and tried..
and we played like nobody business..
coz its fun and here the pics using some special effects..=)

havin sore throat, flu and headache now...

off to my bed..=)






.Friday, October 17, 2008@11:39 PM.

看我多么的好。。
在十二点之前到家为了就是祝贺阿威生日快乐。。
希望你美梦成真。。
在今天玩的开心点。。
是时候长大了。。
不可以在像小孩了。。(偷老婆的台词。。)
哈哈哈哈。。
在次祝你生日快乐。。





.Thursday, October 16, 2008@9:14 PM.

AGRRRRRRRRRR.....
already didnt like my time table coz its the 1st time i end lesson at 6pm for the past years in poly..
den this is the 1st sem dat i have lesson till 6pm..
this is still okie..
im fine with it...
BUT the worse thing is that..
on tues i have lesson at 10am..
and the STUPID lecturer said to change the timing to 9am..
and 2day went for lecture..
she wasnt there coz she gt some competition going on..
and heard from the relief lecturer that nxt wk tml lecture start at 0815am which my lesson start at 9am..
F*** lor.. damn stupid lor..
keep changing our timetable for nth..
if change to a later time im fine.. but its nt.. its changing to a damn ealry timing..
OMG..
have to wake up damn freaking early..
but nt as early as wife..
but its still freaking ealry lahz..
gving us all the shit at the final yr..
dun even noe its heng or what lor..
when for movies with wife,wx,sl&zw before headin for hme..
tml have another 3 hrs break..
what am i going to do..
i dun noe.. will see tml..
oh ya..
wanna wish someone a very happy bday 1st..
coz im nt sure if im going to blog tml..
::生日快乐!!阿威!!::
希望你的梦想会成真!!!





.Tuesday, October 14, 2008@8:59 PM.

im in the mist of a meeting but im blogging..
coz my mind is a little tired.. so i need 2 do smt to wake it up before i continue listening to it..
using my frends lappie to blog..
yupyup.. i noe i haven been blogging for sometime..
but before i go into it.. i need to wish someone a very happy bday!!!
::Happy Birthday Chun How!!!::
may all your wishes come true and all the best in everything u do!!!

okie.. back 2 my post..
as u all noe.. i have a SUBERB memory.. so i cant really remb most of the things..
but theres a few words that i need to mention..
"KUKU" is the word that make me smile..
"SORRY" is the word that make me feel bad..
"GAN DONG" is the word that happen during the past few days...

last day of work on friday and i agree that time passes damn fast..
its a blink of an eye that 2 months had past and its my last day of work..
was touched by the peeps there..
wanna thank Angela,Karen,Meng Lee,Jelene,Marie,Eileen,SiLin,Ester,Ruby,Sheris and Debra for the guidence, pressie and treats you guys had given me..
i really did learnt smt and i had fun too..
thanks for everything..=)

and yes.. school just re-open just ytd..
its been a long time since i steped into school..
coz i have been having attachment and all so i dont need to go back to school unless theres a class meeting..
so after for soOO long, i stepped back into campus..
its seemed soOo unfamilar but i noe i will get used to it..
coz i'll be staying in school for another sem..
or i can say im getting used to it le..
lesson was a little boring on mon..
coz mayb i was tired so lesson doesnt seemed interesting..
but i meet up with my guys for lunch and its been a long time since i saw them..
i do miss them lahz and its great seeing them..

as for the lesson 2day..
had the same teacher for the whole day..
its was okie lahz.. coz its a module just like RP..
they give u a question and the solution u have to find it urself and present it to the lecturer..
find loads of ppl 4 help coz we dun really understand..
wanna thank all those for helping us..
u guys have been a great help..
went to panjang after lessons before heading here 4 a meeting..
oh ya.. i saw da ge da too.. hahha..
1st week of school looks a bit slacking but i guess nxt wk is the week where everything start..
CIAO peeps..
take care guys..=))





.Sunday, October 05, 2008@8:25 PM.

back blogging..
didnt went out today..
coz dun noe where to go ar and besides has been goin out late for de past few days..
so i decided to stay at hme and sleep and rest..
but as u all noe ar.. im not a stay at hme person..
but.. no choice, coz i dun noe where to go and im lazy..
so i just stayed at hme and rot..

went out with scb ytd..
and we had our shopping spree..
dats cool!! coz its been a long time since i went shopping le..
coz i was soOo busy with my stuffs and office work too..
co didnt have the time to go shopping..
headed down to bugis and had lunch cum dinner there..
it was my treat.. coz i need to thank her for smt..(she noes what is it)
coz if without her help, i dont think im able to settle it..
so i really need to thank her..
so treated her at a HK cafe..
i think im soOO in love with the yuen yang le..
coz its a mixture of coffee and tea..
and these are jus 2 of my favourite drinks..
went shopping after that..
u can see from the bags..
actually there are more.. its just that i stuff some of them into the bags..
bought things for myself and for my frends too..
coz some of them having their bday soon..
so some it is is their presents..
bought a bag and 2 shirts..
but there are still stuffs that i haven buy..
coz school is re-opening soon..
so.. shopping for things are needed now..
but im happy coz i went shopping..
though its just a simple stuffs like shopping..
but im happy and content with it..
and scb bought things too.. though she said that she wouldnt buy..
but i told her.. its impossibe lahz..
and its true.. coz she bought stuffs too..
oh ya.. i wanna say too..
is it my eyes problem ar what..
coz everywhere a went i see this..
the stuff toys which is in the second row..
or it is a trend that they are back again..
but too bad..
there wasnt a pink colour care bear..(wife and li will noe what i mean)
but i think that its back to the trend again and nt my eyes playing a trick on me..

went out with my gals the other day..
as usual.. its was a last min meeting..
coz wife wanna buy a pressie for JJ..
so went with her.. called li along too and nt forgetting out lead, JJ..
coz he went too..
had dinner there and went to see his present while wating for his mom to come and pick him up..
went to coffee bean for a talking session..

me and li with our dou ji yan where wife cant do it..
if you see the pics below, you can see someone trying to be in the pics..
but she didnt make it the first few times..
but finally she did it..



same goes for the pics below..



not forgetting her where she loves to do that..
till then..





.Thursday, October 02, 2008@11:10 PM.

heyz all, im back..
firstly, wanna wish all the malays and childern a very happy children's day and selemat hari raya..
i noe im a day late..
but its better late den nvr hor..
to all.. im sort of fine already.. but just give me a little more time can??
btw.. before i start my entry..
did u all ever saw grapes that are very very small??
well, to those who didnt see it before..
here is it..
if u ask me wat kind of grapes are these..
to be frank.. im not sure too..
champane grapes?? i think so..

okie..
back to wat i wanna say..
went out my gals just the other day..
and i was counting down with wife till how long our work ends and how long are we meeting..
coz basically we're tired and if we dont talk, we'll be fishing..
but in the fact, we're alreday fishing already..
but no choice.. we still have to work..
met them at woodlands at 7..
told wife see who is late, we will have to jump the tortoise jump..
and guess wat..
i wasnt late.. i was soOo in time..
wife was late.. but the latest was li..
so all didnt get jump..
coz we arent the latest..
had sakae for dinner..
its been quite sometime since i went for sushi..
after that went shopping ard before sitting down to talk and our usual photo taking session..
had loads of fun with them..
talking and crapping and laughing like nobody's business..
to my gals.. meet up more ya..
its pic time..


and its acting cute time..=)








so its time for individual act cute time..
my precious sister acting cute..
thats me..
my precious wife acting cute which resemble someone..=)
oh ya..
wat are the 2 of them doing.. sleeping or???no correct for any right answer..
went shopping ard and saw some cute stuffs..this pic reminds me of someone accussing that he like this bear in PINK..
wanted to take the pink care bear instead..
but i could find the PINK ones sitting down in a bunch..this are cute..but this are even cuter hor wife???

okie..
wanna thank my director and assistant manager for their lunch treat..
went to cassurina on tues with my director for lunch..
had prata and loads of food for lunch which we all cant finish..
she order a plate of fried rice, nasi georang, bee hoon, chicken wings and 4 pieces of prata..
soOO much food and how are we going to finish..
wanted to take pics.. but guessed we're all hungry..
so we went ahead without taking any pics..
went for lunch wif my assistant manger at swensene today..
guessed it was a fish day.. coz all three of us ordered fish..
had fish&chips, sambal fish and jack-a-fish..
and it was a set lunch..
lucky the fish i had was a small one, if not i guess i wont be able to finsh and im gonna waste food again..
didnt take any pics coz we're soOO hungry but manage to take de dessert pics wif her cam..
and its nice..
its looks like someone wearing a headphone isnt it??
had tea to digest all de all..
and i was freaking full..
i just find de cup cute..
okie..
i'll end here..
one more week till my work end and about 1 more week to my school re-open..
gonna start mugging again when school starts..
its been a long time since i went back to school..
till then,
take care peeps..







You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



{TAGGIES}





{DAR-LiNks}

AiLI
CaI LiNg
CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
ChrIsToPeR
CeDrIk
HaN QuN
HuI FeN
HuI MiN
JaNnEt
JiAmEi
JiHa
JuDi
KaReN
KaY MiAnG
LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
SaFfIrE
SaMaNtHa
SaYuRi
ShAhUl
SuE
SuE
WoOn ChEnG
XiNyInG
XuAn WeN
YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
WeNhAi
WeNhAi's FaNs BlOg
{MUSIC}

Vanessas playlist


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