.Wednesday, March 11, 2009@12:01 AM.
hmmm..
im back a post of reflections or i sld say a thinking concept post..
well..
im not sure of that too..
was out with my gals aith JJ today..
and we did talk alot..
and during some parts and pieces..
we're feeling like soOOo...
its undescrible ar..
and my frend bomb me a quest ytd and decided to ask that gals for a second option..
but it turns out to be the same as what i said..
so.. there's no difference..
had been thinking on the way home and some parts during the talking session while JJ is asleep..
well..
just thinking..
its it worth to just give out every single thing and not taking anything back in return??
in the past..
i felt that doing smt was a little stupid..
but i still did it no matter what..
but i feel that i sld take smt in return..
but its different from now..
i give out the things and not expecting any single thing for a return..
and i meant that..
NOT A SINGLE THING..
people may think that im soOO foolish..
but you guys had nvr been tru what i went tru..
so you guys will noe know about it unless my babes and the class..
i tried to help anyone and everyone if i can..
coz they are my frends..
so i dun even need to think twice when it comes to helping..
but sometimes..
you tend to feel a little helpless to some things..
even though you noe that you have peeps there..
but you tend to keep it to urself till a certain time before you say out..
and thats me..
i noe my frends noe that if i have smt on..
they wont come pressing me for and answer or even questioning me..
coz they noe that i will let them noe no matter what..
sometimes i do wonder that am i a good frend to my frends..
you just cant help wondering..
eve though some of u know that u're a great frend..
but you olso tend to think about this question..
coz everyone does..
and im happy for my frends in whatever achievement they had..
be it in a relationship, studies, etc..
if they are happy..
im at ease.
people might think that im crazy..
but to me..
if my frends are happy for their own doings..
im happy for them too..
its just a natural thing that frends does to frends..
or i sld just plainly say its CARE AND CONCERN..
and i dun care if people take me for granted and all..
coz i still care for them..
its not an easy job..
its nt a staint job..
but they are my frends..
and dats be it.. that's the answer..
so what for to bother if they are going to treat you equally or not..
as long as you noe that you've done ur best its fine already..
as long as you noe that you dun dui bu qi urself..
and thats just about it..
BUT THANK GOD THAT I HAVE SOOOO MANY GREAT FRENDS ARD ME..=)
proberly need some time to set aside this thinking and all..
but i just cant help myself from thinking..
results will be out in 9 days..
and i think im getting sick soon..
but who cares..
coz i will enjoy my holidays to the fullest before i stepped into the workforce and my study life again..
im missing my babes and peeps..
im fine and dun worry about me..
take care peeps..=)
