.Wednesday, March 25, 2009@10:47 PM.
In a few hours times..
its my stupid brother's bday..
so just wanna wish him a advance happy bday...
::HAPPY BDAY STUPID BROTHER!!::may u have good results for my upcoming exams..
woke up freaking ealry in the morning today as i need to go to my garndma's hse..
slpet like 4am ytd and had to wake up at 5am..
things sort of happen as usual..
but all i could say that..
i can drive, so dun bother to do the things that you wanna try to do.. coz theres any driver in the hse..
went to malaysia in the afternoon..
and to my surprise..
theres no jam and to my surprise too..
i didnt sleep today in the car while on the way there and back..
surprise hor.. i was surprise too..
coz i will tent to sleep when i get into the car..
im a pig i guess..
and to my surprise.. theres no jam on the way back too..
on the way out..
i saw a huge amt of motors and car waiting in line to go in maalysia..
and they remind me of ld and sister..
while on the journey there..
i let my mind drift..
i let it drift anywhere it wants to be and where they wanna end up last..
and i thought about loads of stuffs..
decisions are soOO tought to make..
its killing me and my brain cells now..
someone plz give me a knife so i can kill myslef and nt make any decisions..
i really feel like baby is still the best..
coz they have NO DECISIONS TO MAKE AND NO WORRIES TO CARE ABOUT..
but i noe that we cant always stay in the baby stage..
coz we need to grow up and learnt things and be independent..
and im sick and tried of the STUPID FEELING..
and im also sick and tired of every f***ing things that is going ard me..
i dun give a damn if its refering to me..
i dun give a damn if u wan to say what you wan say..
coz i dun give a freaking damn to it..
do whatever you like..
i know i sound very pissed or angry or whatever u name it..
but im not..
frankly speaking im not..
im just tired..
really tired of all this freaking things and all..
if things are meant to happen..
just let it happen..
i miss the peeps ard me soOO much..=(
i miss my cousins too.. ah gong and the whole gang, tai tai misses you all..=(
i've soOO many things on hand to do too..
hope i can do it in time..
take care peeps..=)
