.Sunday, August 23, 2009@11:14 PM.
::HAPPY BDAY EUGENE!!!::
lets meet up soon after your pop with the rest of them..
for a class gathering..=)
i just wanna say..
i miss my peeps(which is my class peeps)..
i miss my frends too..
i miss my babes too..
i miss my gals too..(shelle included)
i miss my cousins too..(they know who are they are)
OT on saturday till about 9pm plus and im freaking tired..
but well..
at least i have something to do..
at least i dun have to think on soOO many things ard me..
trying to divert my mind to smt else..
recently..
alot of things had been going tru my mind AGAIN..
yes, AGAIN..
i thought i had it plan out..
i thought i had it settle..
i thought i've done my part in doing it..
but it turns out to be??
back to basic once again..
did a application on FB..(as advertised from li)
think is"god had a message for you", smt like dat de..
and the same old message repeat itself for like 5 days before it started to change..
it says..( cant really remember much, but what i do remember is..)
"you have been thinking too much lately and putting alot of pressure on yourself which causes you to lack of sleep, you sld have a good rest and try to relax yourself.. a good rest is very important.."
see..
thats soOO true..
but pleases tell me..
how can i do that..
how can i have a good good rest when things are nt settled..
told her about what it says..
and she ask me..
am i really what the message had said..
i said yes..
and she ask..
whats making me lacking of sleep and all..
and i told her about it..
she told me to rest well before i can start battleing..
if not..
i will lose de battle even before i start..
i have soOO many things in my mind..
not even had a damn clue what am i going to do..
i haven finish alice ask me to do de things..
i dun even know when im going to pass it to her..
sorry to them too..
coz i kept saying i wanted to go down..
but ends up not turning up..
coz i had smt to do/settle..
but i try to go down often..
coz i really miss you all ar..=(
finally cleared the air today..
coz of wrong phrasing of some chinese words..
coz u to misunderstood me..
im sorry once again..
and to all..
im really fine..
dun worrry about me..
but i know some of you all will still be worried..
coz they know my pattern..
but..
just had smt in mind..
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命.. will this get better?? will this be the same??
till then..
