.Sunday, January 25, 2009@1:28 AM.
soOO fast and its chinese new yr eve tml..
had both test this week and i passed one of it..
still waiting for the other..
hope i do well..
had been really busy this whole week..
busy cleaning the house, buying clothes, etc..
cousinses came on friday..=)
had an "early" reunion dinner with my cousins today..
had smt special this year..
had bbq and steamboat..
promised to treat ah gong and the rest..
still thinking if when to treat them..
had dinner with my cousins ytd too..
and how time flies..
we have all grown up.. to young adults..
tml is going to be another busy day again..
will update when i have the time..
and im just wondering..
everybody had been asking if i have a bf..
but i just dun noe why ar..
having soOo many question marks..
in the meantime..
HAPPY 牛 YEAR EVERYONE..
MAY YOU ALL GET LOADS OF ANGBAOS..=)
.Wednesday, January 21, 2009@1:16 AM.
report after report..
project after project..
test after test..
its like never ending..
but well.. theres no choice too..
2 down and soOo many more to go..
had PELN test after lesson..
well.. still okie..
but i just feel that i have careless mistakes AGAIN..
and i dun noe if i can do well..
but its over le..
so i'll just have to wait for the results..
exams coming up soon..
will start studying after chinese new yr..
coz its coming soon..
really soon..
its just nxt mon..
cant wait..
but i haven get all my clothes yet..
but what to be glad that..
almost all the spring cleaning is done..
just left with those minor ones...
and my cousins are coming soon..
they'll be here dis fri and having a bbq as a reunion dinner..
smt special this yr.. cool man..
went to bugis with jy..
coz trying to get new yr clothings..
we did manged to get some..
but think jy's head will go crazy..
coz she haven even start buying yet..
lessons was okie this few days..
WISP presentation is done and thats kinda of relief and EID too..
thanks wife for like doing almost everything coz i didnt really do much..
coz she dun wan let me do and ask me to study PELN instead.. hahah..
oh ya..
went back TEFE on sat with wife..
and u noe what..
we were being chased out man..
this is our first time being chased out after soOo many visits..
stupid lor..
giving us a stupid reason..
went back to take an invation from pandian..
coz he's getting married..
and he's asking us to go.. but we cant..
coz we're studying..
so no choice lor..
and this wife ar..
being random as usual..
she say she misses "sister" lehz..
surprised hor.. coz she very long nvr say le..
and just the other day, being random too..
i told wife i miss my "sister" lehz..
really random.. i olso dun noe why ar..
wont be updating till after chinese new yr bahz..
coz need to prepare loads of things..
take care peepps...
.Wednesday, January 14, 2009@9:03 PM.
getting a breather off from all my projects and all to blog..
changed a new blogskin and i jus love it..
being soOoO busy since school re-open..
soOo many work, tests, projects to do, study and handup..
soOoo many things to do and yet soOo little time..
how am i going to just do everything..
chinese new yr is nxt week..
and i haven get all my things yet..
need to get it all by this week before i get really busy nxt wk..
okie..
i'll stop here..
take care peeps..
.Sunday, January 11, 2009@11:51 PM.
just recevied a phone call not long ago..
and i heard this news..
F***ING DAUGHTER DOING THIS TO UR OWN FATHER..SAYING ALL THOSE LIES AND ALL..U THINK ITS FUN AR..ALL BECAUSE OF THIS EVERYBODY IS SCARED THAT UR DAD WILL DO SMT..I NOE YOU WONT GET TO SEE THIS..BUT I STILL WANNA SAY..FOR GOODNESS SAKE AR..HOW OLD ARE YOU LE..DOING ALL THIS STUPID THINGS..YOU THINK YOU ARE A 7 YR OLD KID AR..EVEN A 7 YR OLD KID NOW WONT DO THIS..PLS THINK OF UR DAD'S HEALTH..AND PITY UR DAD FOR GOODNESS SAKE..HOW OLD IS HE LE..LETTING HIM DO THIS THINGS..YOU THINK ITS FUN AR..STUPID DAUGTHER DOING ALL THIS THINGS..I ADMIT IM NOT A GD DAUGHTER AT TIMES..BUT FOR UR STUPID GOODNESS SAKE..I WONT TO THIS TO MY PARENTS..PLZ USE THAT STUPID BRAIN OF URS TO THINK AR..PISSED!!!!!
.Wednesday, January 07, 2009@9:34 PM.
just need to take some time off to blog this..
took 1 of my results ytd..
and im utterly disappointed in myself..
very disappointed..
didnt expect it to be like it..
and i dun even noe why i can let it take over me when i promise myself not to do so..
why is it controlling me when i noe i can do it..
and i sort of predict my other results too..
not pinning any high hopes on it..
but im gonna be happy for the results that i get..
i admit that in the past i feel uneasy when i dun get it..
but nw.. to be frank..
im fine..
even if i dun get it.. im okie..
i dun feel uneasy and all.. not lying..
to be frank..
i know i told wife loads of time that im out of this shit..
but i noe she wont believe me as i noe that she have the "gan jue"..
but i can stand firm now and say that im out..
YES!!! im out of this shit already..=)
and to be frank..
when i took my results ytd..
i was smiling like nobody business just to hide the disappointment that i have..
stuipd right..
but dun i have a choice..
i really cant forgive myself for doing that..
im i slept freaking early ytd..
just not to think about the results..
but it results in..
im still soOO down and disappointed in myself that i dun even wanna talk in school today..
i was soOo into my own world that wife they all had to repeat twice so that i noe what are they talking about..
and i was soOo into my own world that i force the stupid tiredness face to them today..
just to let them noe that im tired..
but to be frank..
im not.. just hiding it away from them..
dun wanna them to worry and all.. but i noe they still do..
but i've promise myself that i will do well in my studies after i step out from my examnation room on the last paper..
coz i dun that i wont do that well..
i might not get the results that i wanted..
but i told myself that no matter what..
even if the sky is to fall on me..
im going to study hard..
im going to get my goals that i aimed for..
and i noe that i can do it..
thats my new yr resolution too..
and i noe once i set my mind to it i can do it..
and whats past is the past..
its a new beginning to everything..
and i mean everything..
im leaving all the unhappiness and all behind..
and im going to work hard for my future including my studies..
and im just going to say..
VANESSA IS GOING TO WORK HARD AND ACHEIVE MY GOALS..
AND I MEAN THAT..
take care peeps..=)
.Sunday, January 04, 2009@11:02 PM.
hey peeps..
this is going to be a quick update and im going to rush off to do my projects..
coz i haven do finish yet..
and im running out of time..
and whats worse is im still in a hoilday mood and school starts tml..
yes..
tml is school reopen...
and all the workload and stress is coimg back AGAIN..
and i mean again..
coz another 5 more weeks of schooling and its exams and im going to graduate..
thats fast..
in a blink of an eye..
3 years had passed..
fast.. fast.. fast...
drove dad's car just now..
and the difference between an auto car and maunal car is that..
its soOo easy to drive..
and im try to get used to auto car coz i've been driving manual all the way..
but that was a nice drive..
and i learnt parking too..
though it was not gd..
but im going to learn again..
okie..
gtg..
take care peeps..
will upate soon..=)
*random-kinda miss all my frends and "ah gong" too..
.Thursday, January 01, 2009@3:06 AM.
just came back from countdown not long ago..
and look at the time..
its soOo early and i need to wake up very early later too..
but it doesnt matter anyway..
for a changed..
went to vivo to countdown..
decided to change the venue coz i had been going to marina to countdown for the past few years..
and for a change too..
i went to countdown with my gals and i had loads of fun..
screaming and shouting like nobody's business..
wanna wish all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR..
and what my resoulation..
its stated below..
-hope all the peeps around me will stay happy, stay healthy and live thier life to the fullest..
-get good grade forvmy studies..
-find a good job after i graduate..
-slim down..
-live my life to the fullest..
-achieve my goals that i have aim for the coming months ahead..
actually there's more..
but i cant really remb coz im really tired now..
but i know that i can do anything if i believe in myself and i will acheive the things that i've aim for..
take care peeps..
HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN..=))
