VaNeSsA's PlACe!!

.Tuesday, March 31, 2009@11:13 PM.

just recovered form my gastric pain..

hmm..

was feeling soOO pain the past days..

having going to toilet countless and having the short pains in my gastric..

and whats worse is that..

its on and off..

the feeling is just terrible..

and its been a long time since i have this kind of pain le..

well..

just going to take really good care of myself..

went out with my gals today..

and thanks to wife for the lovely chop that she bought for us during her trip to genting..

nice chops..=)

went to meet jy after dat to get some thigns before heading home..

hmm..

just kinda feel like smt is going to happen..

good or bad..

i dun noe..

just feel that its going to happen..

was shocked at myself for saying this to "them"

its properbly the first time i said that bahz..

will it happen..

i dun noe..

we'll see..

was shocked about smt too and i didnt expected it..

but i guess..

this is why we always say is better this than that bahz..

tak care peeps..=)

.Saturday, March 28, 2009@9:46 PM.

hmmm..
i guess today is a day for good news and things bahz..
had been hearing about good stuffs and things today..
but this doesnt apply to me..
but to the peeps ard me..
hmmm..
im hoping to hear some good news about me soon.. (i guess)
heard from wife that JJ's little sister is out today..
im happy..
though we're nt related in any ways..
but i still bring him out along with wife and sometimes aili too..
and i heard from mama that he has a baby gal..
and im happy for him too..
he wants to be a dad for soOOo long already i guess..
and..
something is going to happen today again..
but not to be..
so im hoping that my feelings are correct..
went out with jy just now to get some things for babe's engagement..
and its soOo fast..
nxt week is her engagement..
and we've have soOO many things to do and we haven started yet..
crossing our fingers that we can do it on time..
its smt special and i just cant say..
suddenly have a urge just now and i've watched high school musical 3, senior years again..
its a nice show and it remind me that im graduating..
or i sld said i've graduate..
im just waiting for 14th may when im back to school to received my cert..
and yes..
im going to say that i really miss my peeps or i sld say everyone..
yes,, you, you and you..
im missing you guys..
take care peeps..

.Wednesday, March 25, 2009@10:47 PM.

In a few hours times..
its my stupid brother's bday..
so just wanna wish him a advance happy bday...
::HAPPY BDAY STUPID BROTHER!!::
may u have good results for my upcoming exams..

woke up freaking ealry in the morning today as i need to go to my garndma's hse..
slpet like 4am ytd and had to wake up at 5am..
things sort of happen as usual..
but all i could say that..
i can drive, so dun bother to do the things that you wanna try to do.. coz theres any driver in the hse..

went to malaysia in the afternoon..
and to my surprise..
theres no jam and to my surprise too..
i didnt sleep today in the car while on the way there and back..
surprise hor.. i was surprise too..
coz i will tent to sleep when i get into the car..
im a pig i guess..
and to my surprise.. theres no jam on the way back too..
on the way out..
i saw a huge amt of motors and car waiting in line to go in maalysia..
and they remind me of ld and sister..
while on the journey there..
i let my mind drift..
i let it drift anywhere it wants to be and where they wanna end up last..
and i thought about loads of stuffs..
decisions are soOO tought to make..
its killing me and my brain cells now..
someone plz give me a knife so i can kill myslef and nt make any decisions..
i really feel like baby is still the best..
coz they have NO DECISIONS TO MAKE AND NO WORRIES TO CARE ABOUT..
but i noe that we cant always stay in the baby stage..
coz we need to grow up and learnt things and be independent..
and im sick and tried of the STUPID FEELING..
and im also sick and tired of every f***ing things that is going ard me..
i dun give a damn if its refering to me..
i dun give a damn if u wan to say what you wan say..
coz i dun give a freaking damn to it..
do whatever you like..
i know i sound very pissed or angry or whatever u name it..
but im not..
frankly speaking im not..
im just tired..
really tired of all this freaking things and all..
if things are meant to happen..
just let it happen..

i miss the peeps ard me soOO much..=(
i miss my cousins too.. ah gong and the whole gang, tai tai misses you all..=(
i've soOO many things on hand to do too..
hope i can do it in time..
take care peeps..=)

.Sunday, March 22, 2009@7:03 PM.

gotten back my results..
all i can say that..
thanks to all for your encouragement, etc..
you guys sld know who you are..

blame it on those very very very clever students(which are not local).

coz they pulled my GPA down..

but neverless..

i know i've done my best and im glad that i've graduated sucessfully..=)

met up with my gals in the late afternoon on friday after the results were released..

went to the career fair at suntec..

nothing much i would say..

went for dinner before heading to esplanade for out slacking session..

hmmm..

i shall let the pics to the talking..=)

acting cute..

crazy us trying to act sad..

the CRAZY us..

superman.. who wans to fly with them??

the EMO-ing us..

the normal us..

reflection time..

toilet time..

this looks nicer at nite..

take care peeps..

.Friday, March 20, 2009@5:21 AM.

look at the time now..
most people should be in their dreamland whereas me??
i cant get to sleep..
results is today..
either a doom or happy day..
gonna wait and see..
slept at 3am plus or so..
but woke up at 0345am and i just cant get back to sleep..
so toss and turn..
but there's no use..
coz i still cant sleep..
coz im freaking scared of my results lahz..
gonna pray all the best..

okie..
set this aside first..
let me talk about other things..
meet up with linnet the other day and had quite a long chat with her..
its been a long time sicne i last met her coz we're both busy with school and our own stuffs..
got to know smt too..
well..
all i could say was..
is it worth it??

for the past few days, i was busy too..
busy meeting up with my babes, my gals and the gang..
met up with wife after she came back from penang..
thanks for the coffee and tea you had given me..
met up with my gals for some chatting session too..
and my gand for a majiong-ing session..
coz im not a person who can stay at home the whole day unless i have smt to do or when im lazy to go out..
its been a long time since i play le..
and finally..
i met up with my babes..
its been econs years since i last met them coz we're all busy with work, school,etc..
but we finally had the time to meet up..
and we had loads of fun cam-whorping and a long chatting session too..
gonna blog about smt soon..
okie..
i'll let the pics do the talking..

i simply love waffles..=)

i love the ferries wheel..=)

im dreaming to have a bag like this..
gonna save..

candid shot..=)

leaving our foot steps where we walk..
take care peeps..
*praying hard for results..*

.Wednesday, March 11, 2009@12:01 AM.

hmmm..
im back a post of reflections or i sld say a thinking concept post..
well..
im not sure of that too..
was out with my gals aith JJ today..
and we did talk alot..
and during some parts and pieces..
we're feeling like soOOo...
its undescrible ar..
and my frend bomb me a quest ytd and decided to ask that gals for a second option..
but it turns out to be the same as what i said..
so.. there's no difference..

had been thinking on the way home and some parts during the talking session while JJ is asleep..
well..
just thinking..
its it worth to just give out every single thing and not taking anything back in return??
in the past..
i felt that doing smt was a little stupid..
but i still did it no matter what..
but i feel that i sld take smt in return..
but its different from now..
i give out the things and not expecting any single thing for a return..
and i meant that..
NOT A SINGLE THING..
people may think that im soOO foolish..
but you guys had nvr been tru what i went tru..
so you guys will noe know about it unless my babes and the class..
i tried to help anyone and everyone if i can..
coz they are my frends..
so i dun even need to think twice when it comes to helping..
but sometimes..
you tend to feel a little helpless to some things..
even though you noe that you have peeps there..
but you tend to keep it to urself till a certain time before you say out..
and thats me..
i noe my frends noe that if i have smt on..
they wont come pressing me for and answer or even questioning me..
coz they noe that i will let them noe no matter what..

sometimes i do wonder that am i a good frend to my frends..
you just cant help wondering..
eve though some of u know that u're a great frend..
but you olso tend to think about this question..
coz everyone does..
and im happy for my frends in whatever achievement they had..
be it in a relationship, studies, etc..
if they are happy..
im at ease.
people might think that im crazy..
but to me..
if my frends are happy for their own doings..
im happy for them too..
its just a natural thing that frends does to frends..
or i sld just plainly say its CARE AND CONCERN..
and i dun care if people take me for granted and all..
coz i still care for them..
its not an easy job..
its nt a staint job..
but they are my frends..
and dats be it.. that's the answer..
so what for to bother if they are going to treat you equally or not..
as long as you noe that you've done ur best its fine already..
as long as you noe that you dun dui bu qi urself..
and thats just about it..
BUT THANK GOD THAT I HAVE SOOOO MANY GREAT FRENDS ARD ME..=)

proberly need some time to set aside this thinking and all..
but i just cant help myself from thinking..
results will be out in 9 days..
and i think im getting sick soon..
but who cares..
coz i will enjoy my holidays to the fullest before i stepped into the workforce and my study life again..
im missing my babes and peeps..
im fine and dun worry about me..
take care peeps..=)

.Sunday, March 08, 2009@8:41 PM.

gonna post this quick before i leave my hse to meet my frends..

though i still have half an hour to spare..

but u all know ar..

gals tend to take a longer time to dress and all before they go out..

so i still have to make this fast..

had been busy this few days..

rushing here and there to get things done and all..

but finally..

its all settled..

and therefore i can take a breather..

went for the E-awards ytd..

thanks to her for the tixs..=)

and i just simply love the view there..

if you just dun believe..

i have pics to show you..

i LOVE the ferris wheel..=)

wanted to take FULLERTON HOTEL..

but its too far, so..=(

construction for IR..(i guess)

the stage..

hmm..

i've been really bored this few days..

coz i have graduated from school..

and frankly speaking..

i missed school soOO much..

i noe this doesnt come out from my mouth often..

or i sld say..

you guys sld noe that will not say that i mssed school no matter what..

but the fact for now is that i really missed it..

but i dread dragging myself out of bed soOO early and i dread for exams..

contridating huh..

but..

i guess that is part and parcel of life..

had a class gathering on friday..

and im soOo glad that soOO many people turn up..

and i was freaking busy coz i have to go many place to get all the last min stuffs..

hahha..

but its was fun..

i really hope you guys enjoyed urself as much as i did..

coz im not sure when will be the nxt gathering as most of you peeps will be going for NS and stepping into the workforce..

but no matter what..

we still need to meet up ya..

i'll organise another gathering..

hahahah..

thanks to all for turning up..

pic that was taken about a year ago i think in school..

and another pic that was taken on our gathering..

and finally the pics taken on friday itself..

look.. they're busy bbq-ing..

the Gals..=)

Da Ge Da..=)

Ou Xiang..=)

pics below..

we took soOO many times coz some were blur..

i do admit we've change soOO much during the past 3 years..

being the onli gal in class wasnt easy..

but im glad to have my guys there..

always making lessons,tutorials,practicals fun..

and tru this 3 years..

we've become good frends..

not forgetting my gals too..

having same lectures together..

and i still need to admit that i miss my peeps though we had just met up on friday..

till then..

take care peeps..=)

.Tuesday, March 03, 2009@1:24 AM.

heyz peeps..
its been about a month since i last blog..
coz im soOOo busy..
and why am i soOO busy..
coz im busy preparing for my exams..
and ITS FINALLY OVER..
and im soOO glad..
coz during this period..
im soOO stressed and im lacking of sleep..
but now its over..
i can finally rest..
im unoffically graduate..
graduation cermony is on the 14 of May..
3yrs had passed soOO fast..
im soOO going to miss school excpet the exams part..
coz i agreed that its a stressful chore that we have been going tru..
but im glad to go tru with wife and KLP..
we've been studying together for the whole exams period..
and i still remembered that wi have to wake up at 5am..
which is soOo early and its been a long time that i have woken up for school
coz our paper is at 9am..
so we went school early to do the last min studying..
and as i was saying..
im going to miss my peeps too..
they noe who they are..
coz i've been telling them..
im going to enjoy myslfe this friday..
coz we might not noe when will we be meeting up again coz my peeps are going NS soon..
but i noe we still can meet up..
and im going to plan the nxt gathering again.. (i guess)

went to malaysia with wife, sl, zw, marcus and rt..
had dinner there before coming back then off to causewaypoint for a little shopping before heading for home..
went out again at night for supper with the gang..
as usual ar..
im just sitting down looking at them eating..
and...

i think im getting sick soon..
flu is coming up and my eyes are sollwen..
went out today with wife to batok..
and she decided to bring JJ along..
had luch before heading to the arcade..
as usual..
JJ played the usual game..
went for movies after that and he fell asleep halfway..
and i agree with wife that its tiring to bring a kid out..
but i was fun..
took turns to carry him coz he was asleep and it wasnt easy..
met up with jy after dat and bought some essential things..
and i bought some storybooks..
and 1 was recommended by jy..
and its freaking nice..
its been a long time since i touched a storybook..
but i just simply love reading..
so i keep myself occupied with some books that i bought..
okie..
i'll end off with the pics i took today and valentine's day i celebrated with my gals..
take care peeps..

valentine's day..

happy family..

saw a rainbow the other day at my hse..