VaNeSsA's PlACe!!

.Tuesday, March 31, 2009@11:13 PM.

just recovered form my gastric pain..

hmm..

was feeling soOO pain the past days..

having going to toilet countless and having the short pains in my gastric..

and whats worse is that..

its on and off..

the feeling is just terrible..

and its been a long time since i have this kind of pain le..

well..

just going to take really good care of myself..

went out with my gals today..

and thanks to wife for the lovely chop that she bought for us during her trip to genting..

nice chops..=)

went to meet jy after dat to get some thigns before heading home..

hmm..

just kinda feel like smt is going to happen..

good or bad..

i dun noe..

just feel that its going to happen..

was shocked at myself for saying this to "them"

its properbly the first time i said that bahz..

will it happen..

i dun noe..

we'll see..

was shocked about smt too and i didnt expected it..

but i guess..

this is why we always say is better this than that bahz..

tak care peeps..=)

.Saturday, March 28, 2009@9:46 PM.

hmmm..
i guess today is a day for good news and things bahz..
had been hearing about good stuffs and things today..
but this doesnt apply to me..
but to the peeps ard me..
hmmm..
im hoping to hear some good news about me soon.. (i guess)
heard from wife that JJ's little sister is out today..
im happy..
though we're nt related in any ways..
but i still bring him out along with wife and sometimes aili too..
and i heard from mama that he has a baby gal..
and im happy for him too..
he wants to be a dad for soOOo long already i guess..
and..
something is going to happen today again..
but not to be..
so im hoping that my feelings are correct..
went out with jy just now to get some things for babe's engagement..
and its soOo fast..
nxt week is her engagement..
and we've have soOO many things to do and we haven started yet..
crossing our fingers that we can do it on time..
its smt special and i just cant say..
suddenly have a urge just now and i've watched high school musical 3, senior years again..
its a nice show and it remind me that im graduating..
or i sld said i've graduate..
im just waiting for 14th may when im back to school to received my cert..
and yes..
im going to say that i really miss my peeps or i sld say everyone..
yes,, you, you and you..
im missing you guys..
take care peeps..

.Wednesday, March 25, 2009@10:47 PM.

In a few hours times..
its my stupid brother's bday..
so just wanna wish him a advance happy bday...
::HAPPY BDAY STUPID BROTHER!!::
may u have good results for my upcoming exams..

woke up freaking ealry in the morning today as i need to go to my garndma's hse..
slpet like 4am ytd and had to wake up at 5am..
things sort of happen as usual..
but all i could say that..
i can drive, so dun bother to do the things that you wanna try to do.. coz theres any driver in the hse..

went to malaysia in the afternoon..
and to my surprise..
theres no jam and to my surprise too..
i didnt sleep today in the car while on the way there and back..
surprise hor.. i was surprise too..
coz i will tent to sleep when i get into the car..
im a pig i guess..
and to my surprise.. theres no jam on the way back too..
on the way out..
i saw a huge amt of motors and car waiting in line to go in maalysia..
and they remind me of ld and sister..
while on the journey there..
i let my mind drift..
i let it drift anywhere it wants to be and where they wanna end up last..
and i thought about loads of stuffs..
decisions are soOO tought to make..
its killing me and my brain cells now..
someone plz give me a knife so i can kill myslef and nt make any decisions..
i really feel like baby is still the best..
coz they have NO DECISIONS TO MAKE AND NO WORRIES TO CARE ABOUT..
but i noe that we cant always stay in the baby stage..
coz we need to grow up and learnt things and be independent..
and im sick and tried of the STUPID FEELING..
and im also sick and tired of every f***ing things that is going ard me..
i dun give a damn if its refering to me..
i dun give a damn if u wan to say what you wan say..
coz i dun give a freaking damn to it..
do whatever you like..
i know i sound very pissed or angry or whatever u name it..
but im not..
frankly speaking im not..
im just tired..
really tired of all this freaking things and all..
if things are meant to happen..
just let it happen..

i miss the peeps ard me soOO much..=(
i miss my cousins too.. ah gong and the whole gang, tai tai misses you all..=(
i've soOO many things on hand to do too..
hope i can do it in time..
take care peeps..=)

.Sunday, March 22, 2009@7:03 PM.

gotten back my results..
all i can say that..
thanks to all for your encouragement, etc..
you guys sld know who you are..

blame it on those very very very clever students(which are not local).

coz they pulled my GPA down..

but neverless..

i know i've done my best and im glad that i've graduated sucessfully..=)

met up with my gals in the late afternoon on friday after the results were released..

went to the career fair at suntec..

nothing much i would say..

went for dinner before heading to esplanade for out slacking session..

hmmm..

i shall let the pics to the talking..=)

acting cute..

crazy us trying to act sad..

the CRAZY us..

superman.. who wans to fly with them??

the EMO-ing us..

the normal us..

reflection time..

toilet time..

this looks nicer at nite..

take care peeps..

.Friday, March 20, 2009@5:21 AM.

look at the time now..
most people should be in their dreamland whereas me??
i cant get to sleep..
results is today..
either a doom or happy day..
gonna wait and see..
slept at 3am plus or so..
but woke up at 0345am and i just cant get back to sleep..
so toss and turn..
but there's no use..
coz i still cant sleep..
coz im freaking scared of my results lahz..
gonna pray all the best..

okie..
set this aside first..
let me talk about other things..
meet up with linnet the other day and had quite a long chat with her..
its been a long time sicne i last met her coz we're both busy with school and our own stuffs..
got to know smt too..
well..
all i could say was..
is it worth it??

for the past few days, i was busy too..
busy meeting up with my babes, my gals and the gang..
met up with wife after she came back from penang..
thanks for the coffee and tea you had given me..
met up with my gals for some chatting session too..
and my gand for a majiong-ing session..
coz im not a person who can stay at home the whole day unless i have smt to do or when im lazy to go out..
its been a long time since i play le..
and finally..
i met up with my babes..
its been econs years since i last met them coz we're all busy with work, school,etc..
but we finally had the time to meet up..
and we had loads of fun cam-whorping and a long chatting session too..
gonna blog about smt soon..
okie..
i'll let the pics do the talking..