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Now AndForever


.Tuesday, April 28, 2009@10:45 PM.

have been working morning shift this past few days..
though its early but i like it..
coz i can have breakfast with my parents before heading to work..
thats my usual routine..
i went for breakfast with them everyday for the past 2 months when i was working in NTUC HQ too..
and i kinda miss the daily breakfast routine that i had..

had been assigned to the photography area for both days..(today and yesterday)
coz one of the photographer wasnt here..
though it was my first time helping others take..(its not as though i nvr take pictures at all)
but its kinda of different..
but it was fun and i learnt something new..
and the place there was freaking cold ar..
thats why they called it the "leng gong", 冷宫..
and besides calling it the 冷宫, you can called it the thinking place too..
coz when there are no customers, you can let your wander about..
letting your wild thoughts running as far as it could..
and thats what i did basically when there are no customers..
thought about loads of things..
but you can definately be自闭de lor..
so i kinda gone crazy when i was back to the other side..

and as for today..
did start work till about 12pm plus coz they were cleaning the capsulte as MM will be going to the flyer..
while they were cleaning.. i had nth to do ar..
coz there are no customers at all as the flyer was closed..
but thanks to judi and wan sia for accompanying me ar..
they took turns to "visit" me at the other side..=)
and its was soOo cold today ar, coz it was raining too..
imagine i was wearing my jacket and the company's jacket and still feeling cold..
very kua zhang rite..

and i reliased i MISSED alot of ppl lehz..
i miss my peeps..
jerry,eugene,chris,alvin,chun how,cedrik,stephen,ben,zhenhe,jun ming..
not forgetting aili, zhi wei, soon lee, ah pang..
did i leave anyone out??
im going to see all of them on graduation day..
cant wait..
coz after that..
they will be going in to NS..
so i dun noe when are we meeting up again..=(
and i noe judi will ask me why i dun miss her..
coz im seeing her almost everyday at work..=)
and so that basically explain why..

pardon me for my randomness..
人真的要失去才懂得珍惜。。
我不直是在说男女感情方面。。
而是在说整体。。
人总是不会或不要去珍惜一些东西或一个人。。
可是一但失去了才来后悔。。
拿我来说。。我真的是经历过才懂得珍惜。。
所以我都会很珍惜身边所有的人和事。。
我也在想。。
人真的要放下一切在走进未来吗??很深熬的问题。。
很像一句话"放下徒刀,犁地成佛"一样。。
其实我也不懂我在说什么啊。。
只是把所想的东西写出来而已。。

take care peeps=)





.Friday, April 24, 2009@11:20 PM.

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO JUDI AND AILI AND NOT FORGETTING ME&MY PEEPS TOO!!

wanted to blog ytd as it was my favourite number of the month..
but..
i was kinda of lazy and was out..
hahha..
the typical me..=)
though i wasnt able to blog on my favourite day..
but im here to blog as today is a memorable day for me..
as u all can see from the capital words i wrote..
its my 3rd year anniversay with my gals..
3 years ago..
i got to know them..
a whole bunch of them..
besides my 3rd year anniversary with aili and judi..
its also a day where i get to noe all my peeps..
and that 3 years back today and how time really files..=(
but i was a good and wonderful 3 years that i had with my peeps and gals..=)
i cant wait to see all of them on 14th may..=)

didnt work on wednesday..
so decided to head back to school for lunch with wife..
and its been a long time since we went back..
the last time was proberly our last paper..
and squeezing with the students there was fun..
kaind of missed that..
coz that is what we always do.. hahha..
while on the way to school to meet wife..
i had loads of memories flashbacks..
and to be frank..
i kinda miss school..
but well..
all these memories..
i will keep them remembered always..=)

work was okie till now..
and i also get to know that my DM was kinda lame too..
hahah..
and what makes me go crazy is that..
i had this guy who is a tour guide from dont know what tour angency..
asked me if i was a malaysian..
and i said soOO quickly that im a singaporean..
and he apologised to me that he was sorry..
coz he thought i was a malaysian..
and in my heart i was like..
do i look malaysian??
had a hair cut ytd..
and its like finally..
coz i had been saying it a thousand times and not getting it done..
but i've done it ytd..

and as for today..
i was feeling pissed..
coz there was this customer who ask me which part of china i came from..
and i straight away said without hestitaion that im PURELY SINGAPOREAN..
A SINGAPOREAN THATS WHAT I AM..
deep down inside i was like what the f***..
and after he had left..
i told wife about it and i dun even care if my DM was hearing what im saying including the f*** word..
coz i was pissed..
okie..
enough about that..
when walking around marina square with wife before spreating our ways..
where she went to meet her cousins and me, heading for home..
and i dyed my hair like finally..
coz i wanted this colour ever since chinese new year..
and im happy with the colour now..=)

schedule has been change starting from next week..
wife and i will have different shift..
but will still meet even if we're not working...
right wife..=)

hmm..
i'll end here..
take care peeps..





.Tuesday, April 21, 2009@12:00 AM.

i waited till midnight to blog..
so i can wish someone happy birthday..
::HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY!!::

actually i still have a urge to blog in chinese..
but im not the hardwokring kind to translet all to chinese..
so i'll just blog some parts in chinese and i'll do a translation..
coz its shorter.. =)

wanna thank judi's cousin for introducing jobs to us..=)
first of work today..
everything was okie..
it wasnt a tough job i would say..
fun?? i guess so..
gonna stick to this job until i hear the news from uni if i could get in..
actually i noe that my chances are silm..
but just to double confirm and ensure that i wasnt in..
i still have to wait till end of may to make a confirmation of everything..
and after confirmation of everything..
im able to find a perment job..
and i hope the news come fast worz..

hmm..
meet up with wife on thurs..
coz i was craving for mac breakfast..
so we decided to meet up for breakfast at mac..
and she was late..
forever de lahz..
she's forever late de..
so im kinda of used to it le ar..=x
headed to westmall and imm after that to pass our time before heading to jp to meet jy..
coz she need to get some clothes for her office dinner i think..
hahah..
hme sweet hme after that..
and babe..
we must meet up soon ya..=)

and for fri..
headed to jb with my gals..
meet them at krangji mrt station before taking the same bus down to custom..
bought some daily necessary..
didnt really buy much too..
coz i also dont know what to buy..
and as usual ar..
went only to two places..
city square and holiday plaza..
coz there's is no car..
and its a hetic to get from one place to another..
so we just stick to 2 places..
but it was still fun though..
caught the movie friday the 13th at city square..
and the movie is only out in spore on 23th april..(im not really sure of it)
hmm.. thought it was a scary show..
but it wasnt..
some parts were disgusting as you can see the flesh of the people killed and all..
to me.. i think that there wasnt a storyline..
hahha..
though li was being afraid by our randomness..
but..
该来的还是会来。。怎么逃也逃不掉的。。你只能放手一博。。
虽然我知道你怕。。可是还是要去面对的。。
had dinner at sushi king before heading for home..
but i really had fun..
we should go out of the country more often ya..
and we should meet up soon..=)

randomness:
有人今天很开心叻。。
你早就因该这样做了啊。。
不然有人会疯掉的啊。。
该做的就去做。
不要等到后悔才来补救。。
这召是没用的。。
不懂你会不会看。。
可是我还是会写出来的。。
一切还不是太迟。。
要怎样做还是什么。。
全靠你了。。
我只能说一切靠你了。。
我也不想多说。。
因为我说到很累了,也念到很累了。。
这个结局要怎样收场就看你了。。
加油吧。。

looking forward to graduation..=)
take care peeps..=)





.Sunday, April 12, 2009@4:23 PM.

hmm..
its been a long time since i blog in English le..
but i still have the urge to blog in chinese too..
so..
just to satisfy my urge..
im going to blog in 2 languages..
hahha...
but im going to start off with English first then later to chinese ya..
below are some pics taken during babe's engagement..
this are from her photographer..






went out with wife yersterday to woodlands..
coz we're soOO bored at hme and theres nth to do..
and we're discussing the day before and she ask me to confirm again..
so decided to ask her out sfter thinking for soOO long of where to go..
think she's alittle shocked bahz..
coz i rarely asked her out.
she's the one that always asked me out..
and as whst she always says..
she only dare to asked me out nia..
i must be honoured lehz..
coz she seldom ask ppl out de..
hahha..
came back home with a sudden headache ytd..
so decided to rest early..
but despite with the terrible headache..
i didnt get to sleep till 4am plus..
i olso dun know why ar..
hahah..
and as for today..
didnt go anywhere..
coz i olso dun noe where to go..
and im bored ar..
so frends..
feel free to ask me out..
msg me, call me.. faster faster..
hahha..
and recently..
i really missed my peeps alot..=(
everyone is included..
i wont leave anyone out..
oh ya..
before i forget..
graduation day is on 14th May..
yeah..
cant wait for that day coz i can see my peeps..
take care peeps..=)

昨天约了老婆到woodlands走走。。
因为我们是不能呆在家的。。
所以决定约她出门。。
其实多数是老婆约我出门的。。
可是昨天却是我叫她出门。。
很难得叻。。
老婆自己也觉得很难得。。
哈哈。。
因为对她来说。。
出了我她很少约人出门的。。
所以我感到很荣幸叻。。
哈哈哈。。
今天没出门。。
一整天都呆在家。。
因为不懂要去哪里。。
所以朋友们。。
打给我。。 msg我。。
快点快点。。
哈哈哈。。
我很有空的。。
最近都在想朋友们。。
好想念他们啊。。
对了。。
毕业典礼是在五月十四号。。
好期待啊。。
因为能看到朋友们。。
或许也会有事要发生吧。。
到时在看。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
take care peeps..=)





.Tuesday, April 07, 2009@10:02 PM.

今天还有蛮多人生日的。。
其实也不多啊。。
三个人而已。。
所以我在此祝贺你们生日快乐。。
老婆的爸爸,也算是我的岳父,老婆的三叔和阿烽生日快乐。。
老婆你 看我多好。。
祝贺你老爸和三叔生日快乐。。
记得帮我跟他们说一声啊。。
take care peeps..=)





.Monday, April 06, 2009@1:09 AM.

大家好。。
我又用华语来写日记了。。
昨天到了babe得婚礼。。
其实我说和答应过了。。
只要是朋友的婚礼。。
我一定会穿裙的。。
可是那天例外。。
因为mosque不能穿比较漏的衣服。。
一定要穿长衣长袖的。。
跟那时参加shelle的婚礼是不一样的。。
起初我们也不知道。。
所以至好跟接裤子来穿。。
但我已经答应你了。。
你的婚礼我一定穿裙。。
和Jy从早上忙到晚上。。
真的很累很累。。
前晚也没什么睡到。。
可是一切都是值得的。。
帮她布置婚礼的地方等等。。
虽然不是很美。。
但贵宾去那里最主要的也是看这一对年轻夫妇。。
看她穿着婚纱。。
那美丽的样子。。
全部的辛苦是值得的。。
难怪人家会说女人在结婚时,穿上婚纱时是最美的。。
真的为她感到开心。。
当一切结束后,客人回家后。。
我们三个就坐在那里聊天,等她的爸妈回来。。
我们聊了很多。。
真的不敢相信。。
但一切都是真的。。
因为真的发生了。。
我想对她说的是。。
结婚的路是不好走的。。
但我相信你们一定做的到。。
不管有多么困难,你们一定可以的。。
我真的很开心看到好友找到她自己的归属。。
喉咙感觉有点痛。。
可能是要生病了吧。。

to babe..
this road is not going to be easy..
but just hang on ya..
i noe its tough..
but just try to hang on..
im really happy to see ur soOO different on ur engagement..
well..
guess we've all grown up already..
enjoy the pics below..
there are more..
but its with the photographer..
will upload once i have it..
好吧。。
说到这里。。
take care peeps=)

the gifts..



the gift done by me and jy..=)
i like de concept of this..




her bday cake..
the bride..
look how lovely is she..=)
she being herself..the threesome..





.Saturday, April 04, 2009@1:22 AM.

::HAPPY BDAY SUE&JULIAN!!!::
may all ur wishes come true and enjoy ur day..=)

这几天都和老婆见面。。
是连续三天都和她见面。。
去了batok。。
为什么去哪里呢?? 自己猜吧。。
我看你们也是猜不到的啊。。
哈哈。。
和老婆看了confession of a shopperholic。。
还蛮好看得。。
可以去看叻。。
然后到了jurong point和朋友会合买点东西。。
最经也没发生什么事。。
除了和老婆和朋友见面。。
也在忙朋友的结婚礼物。。
今天是好朋友的生日和结婚的日子。。
所以启发了我想要说出我中学时候的事。。
时间过得真快。。
一转眼。。
我们都长大了。。
都有自己的生活和实业了。。
读书的读书。。做工的做工。。
但我们还是会抽出时间一起聚一聚的。。
一转眼的时间。。
她就要结婚了。。
还记得我们在中学的日子。。
还在想谁会现结婚等。。
还想到我们打打闹闹的日子,逃学的时候,到校饭中心吃饭的时候等等。。
真的好多回忆。。
虽然我们之间有不好的回忆但是好的回忆还是比较多的。。
这些好的回忆我永远都会记住得。。
谢谢你们给我的一切鼓励。。
在我最低落的时候。。
你们都在。。
一直的鼓励我。。
叫我不要放弃而是要证明给他们你是可以的。。
我真的真的很感谢你们。。
真的很庆幸认识你们。。
i really wanna thank all my frends for being there when i needed them..
be it in schools stuffs, r/s stuffs,projects , etc..
yes, LD,sister and their gang are included..
trying to make me laugh whenever you all can..
im really thankfull for all the things you've guys had done..
im gratefull to have you all as my frends..
我真的要感谢我所有的朋友在我最需要你们的时候,你们都会在。。
不管是在学业上还是在感情上等等。
老大,sister 你们一群也是。。
都会想办法弄我笑。。真的谢谢你们。。
我真的真的很感谢你们所对我做的一切。。
我真的很亲信有你们这样的朋友。。
will blog about my poly frends and my other frends in the nxt entry..
as im delecating this post to my babe whose status is changing in a few hrs time..

babe..
this is for you..
the day has arrived and time passes soOo quickly..
its just like yesterday we're in secondary school..
and now, you're going to be someone's fiancee..
i totally remembered the fun times we had as a class in school..
trying to skip lessons, packing lunch from outside when its illegal and many more..
thought we had been through rough patches together..
but im glad we had overcome it and stayed strong..
thanks for being there for me when i needed someone..
thanks for all the encourgaement you had given me during some rough patches i've been tru in my life..
and no matter how pack our lives are..
we still take out our time to meet up..
lastly..
remember, u're someone's fiancee now..
must know what you should do hor..
hahha..
happy bday once again..
and see u later..=)
below are some pics..
i upload some only as there are alot of pics..
not all are here as some i need to scan in and im kinda lazy..
if i have the time..
i'll do it to show you my secondary school peeps..
take care peeps..=)

p.s.thats my sister, way to go..=)

the past..

the present..
this is for my babe..=)








You...



{The Gal}

Name:Vanessa
Bday:23-05-1987
Sch:PeIyInG PrImArY ScH(1994-1999),QuEeNsWaY SeCoNdARy ScH(2000-2004),NgEe AnN PoLy[ElEcTrIcIaL EnGiNeErInG](2006-??)
Email:vanessa_energy@yahoo.com

{ADORES}

Winnie the pooh&gang!!
Doraemon!!
Her Friends!!
Family!!
Blue,White,Black&more!!
Energy!!
Xiao Zhu!!
Daren&WenHai!!



{DISLIKES}

Wakeing up early in the morning!!
Backstabbers!!
Exams&tests!!
Insects!!
Liers!!



{WISHES}

Do well in exams!!
Slim Down!!
Have more clothes!!
Going Overseas for holidays!!
Do things that i wanna do!!
Have more money!!
More bags!!
More of everything that is missing in my life!!



{TAGGIES}





{DAR-LiNks}

AiLI
CaI LiNg
CaNdAcE
ChAiLiN
ChrIsToPeR
CeDrIk
HaN QuN
HuI FeN
HuI MiN
JaNnEt
JiAmEi
JiHa
JuDi
KaReN
KaY MiAnG
LaY HoOn
LiNnEt
LiNg Yi
MaBlEiNe
MeLisSa
MiCheLle
RaChEl
SaFfIrE
SaMaNtHa
SaYuRi
ShAhUl
SuE
SuE
WoOn ChEnG
XiNyInG
XuAn WeN
YuEn
YuLiNg
ZoEy
AnGiE
DaReN
DaWn
DiYa
JiAyInG
MaXiLiAn
WeNhAi
WeNhAi's FaNs BlOg
{MUSIC}

Vanessas playlist


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